Thank you for your kind words. But 7 days clean was my first go around in May. I am on day 4 this time that is why I.am shocked I don't feel worse. My husband came home at midnight last night to help me with our son. Imagine my shock and extreme emotions to find him sleeping on the couch not to wake me. I have been praying for God to get me out of this. And He has. But I will keep surching for after care, I know that is why I relapsed.
Oh and Congrats on 7 days!!!! Most of us here are babies.
Kathleen, everyone is different and you will have good and low days. Whatever happens, it's your path. You have incredible inner strength for taking care of your child and flushing your pills. I'm sorry you live too far from NA. How about AA?
If you really want this, you can do it. I never thought I would get off my pills. Terrified beyond belief. But I made up my mind. I took it one hour at a time. I choose life not death.
We are here for you. Keep posting!
You can do this!!!