OK. I struggled with my opiate addiction so much that I never fully realized how physically addicting I was becoming to ativan too. The doctor who helped me wean off the percocets by putting me on suboxone and then slowly wean me off those over a one year period told me that I can't be on ativan while on suboxone. Well, my Primary Care had put me on the ativan (.5 / 2 X a day- but I took more when I "needed" it.......) and since it helped with all my anxiety, I just kept taking it (yes typical drug addict behavior). Here's my question. I jumped off the suboxone 11 days ago, but was taking the ativan until 5 days ago. I felt I was getting better with the suboxone w/d's but now I'm horrible with the ativan wd's. I can't sleep more than 2 hours a night - and that's with a bath and one or two showers an evening to help my muscles relax. I have a job that doesn't allow me to take leave right now, etc. I guess my question is whether I should keep down this path or go back on the ativan and tackle that addiction later? Also, I'd like to know from anyone who's been down an ativan withdrawal, how long until you think it'll be until I'll be able to sleep?! I"M LOSING MY MIND FROM LACK OF SLEEP!!!! THANK YOU!