Hi,im new and i was looking for help and came accross this site.i read some things that i couldn't believe because i though i was the only one.i'll start by saying i have had something killing me in pain in my back from a teenager but didnt get mri's till last year or the year before.my back feels like glass all in it and if not on meds i cant walk.the paing is like waking up from a sugery with no meds.i got tried on many types of meds.i use to have to get shots at the er of musle relaxer and i forget the other but the other hurts your leg very bad because it's so strong.to shortin this up i finally got on lortabs 2 10mg a day for a year and went to 3 a day.the lortabs finally stop helping.i also have been on kolonapin for ever but i dont get enough that i need for my nerves so the lortabs helped with that.they got me on something called voltaren that kills my stomace but they have made a couple oppoinments to see a speacialist.he stoped the lortabs 10mg just like that and game me 60 5mg and im thinking wtf?im terrrified whats gonna happen when i run out of my few leftover 10 mg.i think i might be addicted but i dont know what addiction is.i stay ill and scream alot and depressed while taking it.im not who i use to be.i have been out of work for 5 years and no girlfriend for4 years because of work.do i have an addiction and if so can i get some help here from anyone on how to get through this?thank you soo much,im so scared cus im running out.