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Sincerely,
Lindy.
In my opinion you definately sound like an alcoholic and are rapidly building a tolerance to more alcohol amounts. Blackouts usually continue each time an alcoholic drinks alot once they start.
I have never had any real blackouts but know many alkies who have and they only get worse. You are lucky they have not turned to seizures yet. Seizures are not only from alcohol withdrawal but also from alcohol poisoning, from too much in your system or your system not accepting it well anymore.
Your best bet is to quit now and start attending A.A. meetings to get some help. If you stop drinking abrubptly you may experience withdrawal and not understand what is happening to you. Talk to experienced alcoholics and they can truely help you stop if you follow the program and really want to stop. It's not too late to turn things around.
I hope you find help and chose to leave drugs alone. Try hanging with a new crowd of friends and leave your old crowd of friends alone ( the ones you drink and do drugs with). I drink ocassionaly one or two beers. I have also smoked weed, I now feel that by using drugs keeps you from your goals and dreams. I know I missed out on good job oportunities cause I smoked weed. I haven't smoked for about 6 to 7 months and its cool cause if I need to get a job or advace myself I am clean. As far as drinking is concerned my family has had many former drug addicts and alkoholics. So I have to be very careful what I do cause I don't want to be come one. I hope that you will use the advise to chill out and be clean. Do something productive and don't become a SLAVE to your problems break free!