Can someone Recommend?

Is there anywhere you can buy a book from NA or similar organization? Can someone throw some titles out here for me? I want to read about relapase prevention, soul healing, etc.    I dont think I will be able to go to meetings for a number of reasons. Plus Im an avid reader, I love to read and think that is the best way I learn things.  

I know I am only at the beginning of my Quitting stage. ANd there will be temptations along the way, and my worst fear is having my bad back throw me for a loop. especially with the holidays coming. I do so much more- housecleaning, cooking huge meals for family, decorating the home, etc. I know it will really put a strain on my back worse and I pray to God every night that my back doesnt totally go out on me right now.

But anyways, Im just wondering what I might read that would be helpful to me. I know that I will never be cured, and will always be an addict. THe key is, I want to remain a RECOVERING ADDICT and not a relapased active one...    

[allaboutmary]

Just the other day someone listed a bunch of books. But for the life of me I can't remember who. It was a regular to the forum. Just wanted to bump your question back to top before it gets lost.  You sound so good. I am also afraid of the holidays and all the things to do. I love to read also.   Mary

[troubleinohio]

dang it I missed the thread then? They get buried so fast here I can never find anything! GRRRR