Can you be caught later

[ladymp72]

Hi everyone lemme see if this question works better. I wanted to know if they can come after me for prescriptions I did before. I am just wondering if nothing has been said or done should I think it is done and over with or is there a possibilty that those old scripts could come back to haunt me? I rarely used my own name it was usually fake names addresses the works. Any info on this would be appreciated.

[Esmith28]

Hey Vicki how are you doing girlfriend...tell your brother he really helped me and for him to keep up the sobriety...Rex...you are awesome and JEW you really gave me hope and support and I am forever grateful....
Elizabeth

[InsaneinTN]

I'm B'Belt's sister with the same problem...runs in the family! He's asked me to post for him.  MY ONLY COMMENT...JESUS IS THE TRUTH AND THE WAY...JESUS IS KING!!! Don't worry "big brother" (talking about the powers that decide who posts and who doesn't), this Believer won't bother to post anything more except I pray for you all in Jesus Name!

Vicki

Comment by B'BELT
My dear friends. I have been notified by the forum that I am not allowed to post, and I quote,"We have received
a number of complaints regarding your religious postings in our online forum." I guess I should have stuck to"higher power," in this politically correct society.
  I'll miss you all but want to thank you for your help making it seven days. Keep Fighting, you'll make it. I also hope some of my wisdom thru suffering has been of help to even one person. If I can help my address is ***@****. May the "higher power" bless all of you. I'll miss you, hope a few miss me.
                Blackbelt
  Vick , Will you post this for me. Jesus Lives.

[BLUE501]

The best way to reach me is at work. My number is toll free 877-746-5504. Just ask for linda. I live in colorado, so i think i am an hour earlier than you. You can also email me at ***@****

talk to ya soon

linda

[lifeisbetter]

You'll be amazed how much deeper your music and your words will become when you are clean. I was never even interested in writing or playing the piano while on the pills. Singing and writing have always been my passion and I rarely even thought about it. When I got clean, the first time I played the piano, my fingers fell all over the keys. Fortunately, as the days turned into weeks the best part of me that I thought had died started to come alive again, as the worst part of me, started to die. I keep that memory alive in my mind and use it as a tool to help keep me clean now. I don't ever want to lose it again. It was such a relief to feel inspired again. Now when I write, the words just come to me, without even a thought they just flow. Music is my way of feeling the presence of God. It has literally moved me to tears of gratitude. There is no better high than that, except of course the love I receive from my children, the best of all gifts that God has given me.

(Yes, even when they are acting like little psycho's)

[BLUE501]

I agree, kids keep you right. Even if they are crazy on occasion.
Maybe we need to get a group together of recovering addicts with true talent. We would probably kick ass.

linda

[Blackbelt]

Nashville's my home. Several in music I know well because they were students of mine when I taught Karate.I do lyrics but real music-No way. I had a few cut years ago --none released. My best was Kiss Mommie Twice Tonight ----Once for you and once for me.
Linda, either tell me how to reach you or send info to ***@****  ( a site I'm doing away with in couple of weeks. My wife says i give out too much info, she's usually right about most things--She's a woman(thank God) That accounts for her good sense.
I really have an ear for talent and I'll be honest.If you want to post phone ,I'll call you. My wife is also Linda, as well as last wife.
   Life is better--Great about your music,I can't play a jukebox,with the right change. Yet I'd so love to have the talent to sing and play. I made a CD with about 10 different versions of "Amazing Grace." Be happy enjoy your music--Everyone.
When I'm really down or up I play my amazing graces. What a blessing.
  I pray for everyone of you rotten no good pillheads almost every night.  And especially for THIS ONE.   Remember--
Yesterday IS HISTORY, TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY  ThAT'S WHY TODAY IS (A) PRESENT   And Guilt does not come from God  Rebuke it and cast it away in Jesus Name.
  Hope You guys know I live for laughter and now soberity.

      Love You All,
          B'Belt

[BLUE501]

actually,
i do have a demo tape. i would love for you to hear it. how can i get it to you?

linda

[Blackbelt]

If you ever do get caught for past sins. Tell them you always took a cab to pharmacy. I promise They will take any vehicle you used to get there. Trust Me And they will keep it "legally."
Thanks Linda for answer. Got any good tapes I have connections.
      B'Belt

[BLUE501]

And in answer to your question, Yes you can read it in group therapy.


have a safe day!!!

linda

[BLUE501]

I'm glad you enjoyed the poem. and yes, bbelt, I do sing and play guitar and write my own music. Sorry I didn't post all weekend. But today is day 8, NO PILLS. Yippppppeeeee!!

[hippy]

shakesphere said it best.
THE GUILTY MAN RUNS WHERE NOBODY CHASES HIM.
tho i did find the same saying in the bible in proverbs.
i have learned to utilize this statement in my life when my head would start to run , after i did somthing wrong.

peace  hippy

[hippy]

i beleive in you , keep up the good work .
i love poetry, it is food for the soul

peace!!!!!!!!!!!HIPPY

[BLUE501]

I'm glad you enjoyed the poem. Writing definelty keeps the mind at ease when i'm going through something like this. It's almost 3:00 here in colorado. Half way through another day!!

linda

[Vicqueennomore]

Hi Linda-Congrats on Day 5-you are thru the worst of the physical w/d....
What a wonderful and true poem, thanks for sharing that...
Keep up the good work....
Tammy

[Bungee7]

Rex,

Thanks for putting my mind at ease. I just get worried. Besides, the doctor would never have a way to catch me. Because I never went to the doctor. Never went to any doctor. I just called them in over the phone acting like the nurse at the office calling them in. So I guess i'm in the clear. Thanks again Rex, you really made me feel better ;)

-Anthony

[Rex1]

I think these guys have their hands full with filling current scripts, and stopping the upcoming epidemic of pill heads.

After all, the Pharmacies have one goal right? Make money. I do not see how going after old rule-breakers helps them in any way, and would likely introduce legal fees.

Now, if you were to call in today, then they make run a history check to build their case.

Most of these guys are so busy, that just getitng home at night with their sanity if a chore.

Any investiagtion would have to come from the police, and intitiated by the Dr.'s office.

This is just opinion, but the way I would look at it is, "what would cause my Dr, today, to want to call the police on me?"

As long as you have thrown away any prescription pads and vowed never to do this again, the chances of retribution would have to be astronimcally thin.

What is in it for Dr?
What is in it for police?
What is in it for Pharmacy?

I mean we have terrorists running around the country shooting people with sniper rifles, airports, and attempting to take down airplanes. The police I think are quie busy too.

of course that doesn't stop them from writing you a speeding ticket for doing 43 in a 40! Again, when there's money to be made, then there's an incentive.

My opinion....don't worry.

Rex

[Esmith28]

Bungee...so they wouldnt ask for a doctor ID number or were you using their ID number...I wouldnt think it would be something they could trace...I would have been worried about caller ID or them asking for DR ID number...

Everyone...doing better tonight..I think that my prozac mixed with the ultram I was forced to tkae since I couldnt get my other and I was in such pain was the problem....but I am not going to take the ultram again...thanks for help...

[unpilled1]

I just got home from a tough day at work and ran across your poem. THANK YOU! It's so meaningful & warmed my heart, as it expresses the sort of repressed feelings I've yet to verbalize even at day 19 today. Bless you, Linda; you helped a fellow addict today. (P.S. may I write it down and read it at group therapy? I won't take credit :-)}

[Blackbelt]

Beautiful poem--such talent. I write also you may go back a few days and find my"Thrills Of The Pills" Your's had so much feeling and soul. Keep it up I've had a few published and recorded,years ago.Do you sing too?
  Glad you posted Linda and welcome. Look for some of mine if my mentioning Jesus offends you I'm Sorry but I can't apologize.
   B'Belt

[earlygrayce]

i was wondering why there seemed to be less new threads posted daily and i guess it did change due to all the drama that was happening on this board earlier. what a shame. even though i have often wondered the same question about if and when etcc... regarding any legal repercussions, since there is now only one thread a day, it should probably be kept for those facing/in withdrawal or in a horrible addiction situation and in need of advice or words of encouragement. again, only one thread a day? that just seems like it will lead to people breaking threads that much more, and in turn having someone's urgent/important question or plea for advice either unread or lost in the shuffle. maybe it is time for people to post seriously, only as often as they have to, and with the sole purpose of trying to help those in need or themselves. saying "what's up" should probably be saved for email or another board. but that is just  my opinion. it is a shame it has come to this. this place has helped me so much over the last year and 'lady,' i really wish i had an answer for you. maybe it would be best - if you are that worried - to contact a lawyer or do some investigating yourself.

and hellbent, as i have said before you are somewhat of a daily inspiration and it is good to read your posts and know you are still there, no matter what the subject. your experience and knowledge can help many, including 'lady' - who i understand was on the verge of suicide a few days ago. if you can overcome your tremendous addiction it gives hope for us all.

good luck 'lady', many of our thoughts are with you.

[Bungee7]

I have also been wondering if I can still get in trouble for calling in my own scripts. For the 6 months I did call them in I used 4 different pharmacies and used 5 different names. Usually I used a womens name and said I was picking it up for my mother or something. Never used real names, never showed ID...I always paid cash. Can they catch me now? What about the security cameras? That alone scares me, never mind the thought of relapse.


-Anthony

[BLUE501]

good morning! I've made it to day 5!!!! Feeling better everyday. I'm still feeling a bit of anxiety and depression but it seems to be a little better today.

Esmith28, sorry you were having such a rough day yesterday. I know the feeling. You feel like you have the weight of the world on your shoulders. Yesterday, the world felt VERY heavy.

I wanted to share something i wrote with you guys, I think it's relavent:

BELIVE IN ME

Belive in me for who I am, the road I drive is strange.
But i navigate as best I can, in the past I've ran away.
Every day I have to choose, to fight for life with all my might, or not and surely lose.
Belive in me for the good I do. Don't focus on the bad
I wear a mask so that no one sees. But the real me is alone and sad.
Today I tend to shed more tears, the cheers are far and few.
Damn this life is difficult, and I feel at fault for your sorrow too.
But belive in me for the day will come, when I will make you proud.
For once i come to believe in me, I'll no longer feel alone in a crowd.
So in my car I'll drive. I'm consious of my breath.
The choice for life veers to the right, turn left and i'll have chosen death.
Believe in me for who I am, I'm more than this disease.
That's all I ask that's all I need, just please try to believe.


I hope everyone's doing good!!

linda

[BlackHeartedWolf]

I never did the pharmacy thing, as I was using street heroin and cocaine, but in my experience with old crimes in general, they can always come back to haunt you at some point... even years later. I guess it depends on circumstances and the situation, and on security cameras... If you didn't use real names and ID, etc, then maybe you are safe.

[J. E. W.]

Wow day 5!! your doing great. Good poem too..  it just gets better with everyday.. Keep strong my friend.. Ill be praying for you on your new found journey.   God Bless...   J.E.W.