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Can't hardly take this crapppp

Damn, I'm so i dunnnnnnoooo... in emotional and physical pain... i can't stand it anylonger... I can't read I can't sit still i hate this anxiety mess...
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how many days has it been? i know you dont really heard of me cuz im new to this but were all in the same boat. just know that this will get easier and after a few days when the wds start fading. u will be a new totally more happy person if you look at yourself and see what a strong person you are for not only fixing this problem but overcoming it. just remeber what doesnt kill you makes you better and stronger, not many people have the strength to go one day without one let alone decide to quit instead they die miserable but "hey, atleast they had a pill" and thats just it thats all they had no strength, no faith, probaly not much belongings. just keep up the good work and stay strong!!  
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i hate that you are in such a mess...but if becoming clean is your goal...this is something that you will have to endure.   no one said it was going to be easy...and i'm sure you know that nothing comes easy in this life.   god gave us the ability to choose how our life is to be and to become...it is up to us to make the right decisions...to choose our path.

i can still remember, not too long ago, how you were telling us how good it felt to be clean...how much you were enjoying your husband and children.   you guys were having so much fun as a family once again.   don't you want those wonderful feelings back.   look at those precious children...into their eyes...and pull your strength from them.   give them the mother and the life that they so deserve.  you are a good mother joanne...but why be good when you can be the best.  love those babies of yours and give them their mother back...clean and sober.

i luuus ya girl and i know that you can do this.   do you want it?   can you feel it?   dig deep joanne...put everything you've got into this.   claim your life girl...don't let those damned pills control you another day longer.   hold on...this time is so small compared to a life time of sobriety...you WILL make it through it...might not be easy...but you will.

please stay with us here as many have found such comfort in their friends on the forum.   we will support you...comfort you...and even kick your a**...if that is what you need.   just call on us sweetie.   we are ALL here for you.

huggs,
kim
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im doing the thomas receipe..eating just toast for the anxiety..whenever im getting 'antsy'...it gives me somethign to do...slows my butt down..and just helps...just find something..ANYthing...to focus on instead of that..watch a movie..something you LOVE to watch..turn up your music..go have a shower..:D..dunno i thought by now id be killing my spouse to go get me some '****'...but im not..and guess what else..i found a friggin lortab in my purse..and a soma..good grief..i looked at it lovingly for a minute..handed them to my spouse..i guess theres my test..:D..i coulda kept the soma for sleeping tonight but ya know..im done poppin pills that are prescription and not mine..lol..if i truely needed them..a dr woulda gave em to me....just having my kids home lmao..ugh they drive a sober person to drink im telling ya..but they are also keeping my mind busy...and im cleaning my house..i hate a dirty house so why not use that as a 'get up'...im telling ya this am i wanted to just 'find a pill'...well i did find one...not on purpose..i was looking for a phone number..lmao...and welp i just waiting for the ltyrosine to kick in..got major rush and jittery..so ATE...that helped calm that down..and just didnt take no immodium today..back was spazzing after an hour..and just kept bending down to pick stuff up and that eased that..dunno..whatever ya gotta do..find LITTLE ease in every symptom..it helps so much..and doing major vitamins and what not..wow it helps that energy loss...
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