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best wishes...
PETE
STACY - My boyfriend takes Lithium for depression and coke totally screws up any benefit he gets from it. You would probably love cocaine because the high is so great compared to taking an antidepressant at first. Please, please, please don't do it. It's just that much harder to have any meds work for you normally, and coke makes depression a lot worse. If Effexor isn't working as well as you think it should, talk to your doctor about your prescription. I've witnessed my boyfriend in extreme pain (worse than before he started taking Lithium) because of the antidepressant-cocaine combo. Please don't even risk it. Tina
Thanks!
TEENS. FROM THE AGE OF 18-23, I was drug free(COMPLETED A TREATMENT PROGRAM). I am also diagnosed with a bipolar disorder, for which I take zoloft and two other medications. This past weekend, I bought crack ($600.00) and binged. I ALWAYS FEEL
DEPRESSED AND ANXIOUS. Are there treatment programs for people
who have dual disorders? I work but I don't have any medical
insurance.
But yes This post really sucks someone wanting to use Cocaine.........
How to stay clean? It may be easier said then done. Yes, there are many programs out there but do they really work? That urge to bang another line just eats away at your mind and is always there. You may go days or weeks with out doing it but that voice is always there. The best way to discontinue use it to get away. Yes, get away. Take yourself out of the situation. If you're around people that do it or sell it, you'll fall back into it. If you want your life back you'll have to make the drastic change. MOVE if you have to. Get away from the entire situation. It will slowly get better if you get away...
I wish everyone well.
I'm trying to not do it again which makes me want it even more. arrrrrrrrrghhhh i'm sure you guys have all experienced the depression and the cravings too. Good luck to you all I really hope at least most of you manage to beat the white devil.
MaTtHew
ps dont know if age and health has ne thing to do with it put im 22 male 6' 185. in the best shape of my life..
It gave me a bone disease,which effected my hips and had to have both of them
replaced at the early age of 30. I had a very well paying job as a mechanic and
now,after the replacements,have been in chronic pain,can't work and have lost
everything except my loving wife,Thank God. I'm now addicted to pain pills,go
figure. How ironic,since I was 3 months clean,just out of rehab,before I found out
that the drugs and alcohol had destroyed my hips.LOL. It's no joking matter,though.
I'd advise anyone thnking about even trying Coke once,to have someone slap the
**** out of them,just for their own good. DON'T EVEN TRY IT ONCE,is all I can
tell people. Do you really want to end up like me? God Bless.
night,if you did Coke the previous night. If you don't do it at all,then you will
not have to worry about being arrested then,right? About your septum damage.
I have been clean for approximately 7 years,but when I got an Xray at a dentists
office for my teeth,they noticed that my left sinus was completely clogged. I
have had sinus issues ever since I started doing Coke,so if you don't want to
do permanent damage to your sinus,life,I'd have to say that the sooner you quit,
the better. We never think about our future when we do these things. The old saying
about "You Have to Pay to Play" is no Joke with Coke. That ryhms well,doesn't it?LOL.
I did it a few times after that. As recent as 23 years ago. I remember the day that my heart was pumping and I thought that I was going to die, I decided in my mind that if I ever took another line it would kill me. And that was it. I didn't want to die, and I finally made the specific decision to never do it again. The urge is gone. Only the fear of it remains..........You see if I ever snort it again, I will die.
one of those guys that didn't play with drugs or alcohol. I was into cars and
spent my money on fixing them up. Once I met my first wife,while we were
engaged,her friend started her using "Freebase". I didn't even know what it
was until she offered it to me. Stupidly,I tried it once,and well the rest was
history. Everyday,running into NYC to score.I was hooked "hard". The high
was so great,that it consumed my every thought.I still kept my job,but my
boss knew something was up,since he saw my glassy eyes. We had a drug
test and well,he tricked me into spilling my guts by sitting me down and saying
that the drug test came back and I thought it was positive,but it wasn't,so he
played me good.I just said that I was at this party and "you know". Never told
him the truth.It always catches up with you,no matter how slick you think you
are.While trying to come up with a down payment for a new house,I looked back
and said to my wife,you know,if we never did thoses drugs,we could have paid
for this house,outright in cash,instead of scrounging for money like we are now.
Drugs are a waste of money and lives,it's that simple. Don't Do IT,You Will Someday
Regret It. Peace.
One of the funny stories of Miami. Hey just be careful with it. It is the most psychologically addicting drug I have ever seen, done, experienced, whatever........If you are not going to stop then at least think of my plea the next time you do it. I seriously have my mind convinced that I will "die" if I ever take another snort. Just keep that fear of it. You may be one of those that can control it. In those days (my old days) if the Coke didn't kill you the Cocaine Cowboys did. I was stupidly a bodyguard for my Columbian roomate, and a few other dealers of the days. Please understand this is not bragging but admitting how DUMB I used to be.......Take care. I've fogotten more about coke than a lot of folks will ever know and its knowledge I wish I didn't have. The burn temperatures of each cut, so if you use a machine to determine purity. Each cut and coke melt at a different temperature. When whatever is in it melts you know what it is based on the temperature it melted at. No telling what the stuff is cut with nowadays. The coke I was busted at the airport was probably close to 90% pure, it had to be cut to sell on the street or people would die. Heck, maybe they did. I have always wished that I had made different decisions in regards to coke.
Thanks and Bless you.
If its Coke, then its simple please simply STOP. You won't have any physical withdrawals. You will probably miss the crutch mentally.
As I stated above, I have my mind convinced that if I snort another line, I will die. Perhaps you will too. Think about it.
Have you EVER seen an old Cokehead?
Yes he may be so hooked by now that he has to hit rock bottom. I know that I had to years ago, and I still didn't quit, until the lightbulb went off in my head that the next line would kill me.....You can't let him take you and your hubby to rock bottom with him.
Do nothing, partner dies, and by then your biz is down the tubes.........
There are no withdrawals with Cocaine, except for mental addiction to feel that good again and again and again AT ANY COST..If anyone feels differently about the withdrawals, then speak up, but I know I never had any and went many nights without it in jail, when I was living on the street, and when I simply could not afford it, AND best of all, when I finally quit. You see if I snort another line I will die....He has to know that to stop. Sounds like the Coke has him by the balls right now.
It sounds like you are doing the right thing so keep it up....
My point is, he can recover, but HE has to do it, you can't do it for him. The bottom is NOT where you think it is, its where "he" thinks it is. It may even be death, sadly.
For what its worth I had it bad, but I never stole from my friends, even at my worst. That said, it does happen.
To anyone thinking about doing that first line DON'T DO IT!!! If you do use STOP. You may think you can control it, but believe me, IT controls YOU!!
Believe in yourselves, put your trust in God, and you can get through this too. It's not a cake walk, but well worth the trip!!!
Thank you.
And yes, slideshow, I do know that the next line will be the one that kills me.
Hey, with me it was a deal with God. My heart was beating so fast I was scared that I was going to die that day. I asked God if he would let me live that day, then I would never do it again...Well so far we've both kept our side of the bargain.
Sometimes, if you are lucky enough to survive the snorting, or lucky enough (or touch enough) to survive the almost always heavily armed folks that deal with the s h i t, it still shows up later in life. Yesterday I had a complete physical including a Spirometer test for lung capacity. With all the pot, cigarettes (I smoked cigarettes when I drank), and the coke and freebase I inhaled, I now have, at 55++ (a + for each additional year), the lung capacity of an 84 year old. Well at least I know now and my trips to Amsterdam with not include the coffee shops anymore....
This is one lesson my son has learned from me. I've been very honest with him all along and he knows the trouble. I'm pretty sure he will never do it....He is in the Music Industry so there is a LOT of temptation there.
Thanks for your help and support!
I just feel so sorry for every person whose life has been (or will be) ruined by this drug, and I worry for the children who sometimes get caught in the crossfire. Your kids must understand the way these things happen... and I know they are proud of you. Don't be so hard on yourself. You stopped it in its destructive tracks! You are winning! You are amazing!! :):) Some days are going to be harder for you than others, I think, but the longer you go without, the stronger and more resolute you will be on those difficult days. Look at slideshow... 23 years is a LONG time to go... but his beliefs are FIRM now. Hard days eventually won't be as hard, because you will doubt yourself so much less after seeing what you're capable of!
I'm so happy that people like the both of you exist in this world... I'm so proud of anyone who believes in themselves enough to break cocaine's hold on them. It's truly awesome. Keep on winning!!
God allowed me to survice, perhaps only to make me suffer through that agonies that come later in life from our misspent youths. If you live through the bumps, you will still pay down the line. If you are reaching out for help sir, let me help.
i went on vacation and i could care less that i wasnt doing coke.
i am curious that since i do so little, i am not becoming addicted?
i am not going to buy anymore because i dont want it to become a problem
i just think its odd that i dont even feel like it is something i would become addicted to.
hmm
IS THAT SOO??
COULD IT BE IN YOUR BODY FOR YEARS AND YEARS EVEN THOUGH U TRIED IT ONCE?
noone seems to be answering the topic starters question properly
so someone please respond to my question (especially the doctors)