DAY 2 .. kill me now.

[dollface2424]

So.. with the help of some Tylenol Pm I got through the night.. It was a sweaty restless night but I did it

I find I am just plain mean. I won't even let my boyfriend hug me. I am nasty and miserable and sweaty and my legs hurt.. I am just seriously unhappy.

I feel like if someone offered me a pill now I would take it in a second. But I'm so fing tired of this lurking over my head.. If I start again now.. I will meet this day again eventually.

[selfinduced]

Hey You, I know this is a hard hill to climb, but your half way there. Are you eating or drinking some protein shakes? Can you soak for a bit in a warm tub?Make some toast and warm tea and tell yourself , this is almost over. Going back to pills will only have you revisiting this misery later. Life after pills is sooooooooo much better. Please give it time. You can do this. xx

[kyle505]

You got it...You give in and take a pill now and your two days in hell are down the tubes, and at some point you'll have to do it all over again. Hang in there for about another couple of days. And remember, the detox process NEVER gets easier; in fact, as you get older it becomes much, much harder.
Please hang in there; keep posting. We're here for you.

[kme17]

What is yor doc? How much? I am glad ur talking as positive as u can