DAY 25!!!!!!!!!!!

[scaredmommie]

im on day 25 clean. im getting really stressed out. i dont think im gonna get everything done for the wedding. there is sooooooooooo much to do and so little time, its only 9 days away. but one thing is im enjoying doing it clean. finaly getting some good sleep the past 2 nights. last night i actually didnt wake up in the middle of my sleep. wahooooooooo. im so happy about that. things are getting better and better for me. and like i said before, dont get me wrong i have my hards time during the day, but i try my hardest just to focus on the good so i can sit there and be lke look what good is happing,not the little here and there tuff things that happen. i am determine to stay clean from here till i die of old age of natural causes.

xoxoxo
<3 chrissy

[scaredmommie]

dont worry there will be pleanty of pi cs, im actually about to post some pics of my kiddies in about 5 mins

[Mandapanda17]

so happy for you! I'm sure your wedding will be awesome, and you better post pictures! :)

[scaredmommie]

my perc addiction was really eally bad. i would take 3 to 5(depending on how many i had) every 2 to 3 hours, i would wake up to take it. im sappost to take 16 mgts a day but i would say the most i have taken would be like 16 and i think that was once. the wedding is in 9 days sunday sept 28. im so excitied.

[sadinmichigan]

why would you need to take 16 mg of sub a day anyway? So how much are you taking? Why would there be a problem only taking sub once a day and letting the time goet longer in between? That to me,seems like a good thing. The least amount you can take to keep the w/ds away would be the way to go and if you can wean off the sub completely..even better. Sub does have along 1/2 life so it is building up in your system. Good luck to you..when' the wedding.?

[AlessandrasMom]

I'm also on sub and I'm certainly no expert, but to answer your question about why the doses are getting further and further apart - I would think because the sub, being such a strong opiate, is building up in your system.  It has a very long half-life.

[uggghh]

congrats! your are doing great! :)

[HelpinUtah]

Congratulations for Day 25!!!! You're doing awesome!!!!

I'm getting excited for your wedding day for you!!!! I know it's stressful, but you can do it.  I can tell from what you've already told us about you that you are a STRONG woman!  I believe in you and you will get through this wonderful, yet stressful time.

As for the way you are coming off the Sub, if you are not having withdrawals - perhaps it's okay.  Maybe you should call your doctor and tell him/her what you're doing and see if they think it's okay!

Good luck honey!!!!

[scaredmommie]

i forgot to ask, i need some advice if the way im doing it is ok? im on sub and im sappost to take 8mgs twice a day, 16 in all. well i dont do that i take it as i need it, so i dont get addicted, and when i say need it i mean when i cant stand the wds anymore, well everyday the time between the doses is getting longer, and longer, and i just took my sub about 10 mins ago, and last time i took it before that was yesterday at 10:30 in the morning. is it ok the way im doing it? and why is it that the time between each dose is getting more and more?