I made it to day 5, no pills! I am best first thing in the morning and it's still 6am here on the West Coast so I am not 100 percent sure what the day will bring. Yesterday I had really bad anxiety, low energy and the blurry vision problem I posted about a couple of days ago. I think the blurry vision is making everything so much worse, it is really disorienting me. I have noticed that it has to do with light. Daytime really messes me up but I feel better when the curtains are drawn. Strange I know. Anyway, I never thought I would make it this far and I did! Today is my day to go work in my son's 1st grade class and I hope I can pull it together mentally. Thank you for all of your support!