I have just found this forum and have printed 61 pages of all these confessions and took them home.I read all 61 pages and am ready to join.First off, I will have, on the 09-dec-2011, 3 years FREE from pills. I never felt like contributing or helping as mutch as I do now. So, I want to become an active, regular member. I want to share my experiences over several days or weeks instead of all just right now.So, here's a bit. WITHDRAWAL IS HELL. If you feel like your gonna die, That's good. If you are scared, you are on the right track. Do not start using again because you feel discomfort. You will feel discomfort. Feeling sick, pain, depressed, scared, and all that is to be expected. In fact, your first step is to realise that, accept that and welcome it. So,sit down a minute and take mental, verbal, written, audio, whatever notes you want. Make notes of all withdrawal symptoms mentioned by all these confessions, study them, give them all an identity, a face, give them a name. Know that they will come knokin on your door.This way you will not feel alone.We are all going threw it(gone threw it). You are taking something away from your body that it WANTS.It's normal to feel that.In conclusion, for now, Withdrawal is like going threw a waterfall you will get wet. You will get cold. BUT!!!!!!!!!! Past the waterfall, you will dry off, you will feel warm.