Day 1 again - Moment of Clarity - The support here is AMAZING!!

[JVegas50]

So I figured I would update everyone.  First off, the support on this site is amazing.  It’s unbelievable how helpful and encouraging you all are.  When I first wanted to quit, I didn’t think I needed support.  It’s great to talk to people like Teri that just did it and are feeling good.  The support helps me so much; it would be almost twice as hard without it.   I asked myself what Kyle did….am I really ready to quit??  And the answer is yes.  The reason I know is because of my attitude toward quitting has completely changed now.  I kept telling myself, I can’t miss work etc.  I have now had a little moment of clarity and realized a few things.  First off, what’s the point of having a good job if I’m dead? That job really won’t mean much then…lol.  Secondly, it’s only a week or two of my life.  I know the addiction is forever but this detox is not that long when you put it in perspective.  I also realized I can maybe do it on my own but that doesn’t even make sense. The support helps so much.  That being said, I spent the past couple hours explaining to my mom that I have an addiction and how I got myself into this mess.  My mom is an alcoholic and goes to AA almost every night, so it was a real easy conversation to have.  So she is flying out to Vegas 2morow.  I’m going to take some time off of work, If I get fired then oh well. I’m a pretty hirable guy, I will find a new job.  Maybe the Chippendales are hiring...lol. Think we are going to get a nice hotel room with pool, hot tub, sauna etc. Might even drive to California for a couple days and see the ocean.   Thank you again for all of the messages and support.  Oh yeah, this is Day 1 again :)

[BearsFan1966]

So glad to hear the good news and with moms support you can do this! Dont forget to get your supplies! Love your attitude about your life being the most important thing right now! It truly is and NEVER forget that! Count the hours clean, then the days, then the weeks! It really does get easier I promise! Please if you can keep us posted as you recover! Hey I am in Cali come on down!

[brokenspiritandsoul]

Good for you!  You can do this!  I am on day 8 and feeling pretty good!  I think getting away from your normal environment is a great idea!  Attitude is half the battle!  Teri is awesome and Kyle always makes you face your addiction!  Both of them help lots of people and have been a big part of my 8 days clean!  Never quit fighting!  My pappy always told me that...You hit bottom, when you quit digging!  Best of luck!

[Sonrissa]

Now, that is what is called an Attitude Adjustment! You will succeed as long as you keep that attitude and fight hard! We will be here every step of the way! Now, get out there and enjoy this beautiful Fall weather we have going on here in Vegas! All the best, to you!

[Bubbleguppie100]

Bingo! Now, you have the right "  frame of mind" I'm really proud of you for telling your mom. When I told my family, it felt like a huge weight lifted off of my shoulders. You got this!