Day 18.....

Well it's day 18. Haven't been on here in a few days. I can finally sleep. Besides waking up every other hour. My RLS is gone pretty much. The only problem is this energy thing. I come home from work and I just can't stand up straight. I can't sleep because then I won't sleep at night. Sometimes I am so tempted to go back on methadone. But I obviously can't, because I have come to far. I went to visit my old nurse at the methadone clinic I said to her "I have no energy I feel fine in the morning but by two or three I'm dead." she said "so you feel like a normal person." if this is normal I can't feel like this I don't have time for feeling like this!