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Day 2 AGAIN

Not too bad yet. It's early though. I don't know if I'm lucky to be off work or not, either way it doesn't matter when you have boys everyday is busy! Wish me luck, I'm going to be selfish for the first time since I was a teenager and ask for people to pray for me. I need help and support. This time just until the physical stuff is done I will try thinking about me and not everyone else in my life. I know that it is not going to be easy but I really believe that once I get through the physical WD I will never go back to those horrible pills that have such a hold on me. I love my kids too much for that. I love me too.
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It's like you are in my head at times. Lol thanks for the encouragement.
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495284 tn?1333894042
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Are you taking any vitamins?  Those will help too.  I hope you will think about recovery care.  Using is only a symptom of what is going on.  We bury alot of demons during this time.
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Prayer works! I will def be praying for you
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I can tell you really love your kids alot, thats awesome and can really be a inspiration not to use, and thinking of them and how much you care for them can be a great intervention thought.
take this process one day at a time, heck one minute at a time if you have to!
when you start to feel horrid take a real hot bath, my wife and i detoxed together and were alternating baths every hour for first few days,when it gets bad and you cant be in bath just put on music and lay there and kick your legs and let go, focus on a calm scene of ocean or whatever you like.Remember it is a fact that it gets better as time passes, everyone is same in that respect as far as the detox of drugs out of your system.
It will pass, you just have to push thought it, and the freedom of not needing and thinking of pills is soooo great!!!
you can do this i know you can.....
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