Day 20 feels like for ever !!!

[dellta]

Hey everyone sorry i havent been here for a few working my *** off in the mountains and now im back in town and on the putter !!! yep day 20 free and clear of  percs/and oxy  So yah working my but off has helped so much with the cravings it seems i get 10000000 times more stuff done now that im not using if my boss only knew i was working so hard just for the fact im running from my cravings !!! it seems like yesterday i was on day 12345 and wanting to die and taking care of a two yr old at same time absolutley hardest thing ive ever done BUT im sleeping now and totaly over all the w/d bull my life is coming back its amazing how diff life looks and feels when your clean for the first time in a long long time But im in pain my back is killing me and i do have perks still but im doing ok i figured im not as hurt as i thought i was when i was using but im still hurting but nothing i cant handle anyway hi to all my freinds and fellow vets thanks for your support and help and to whoever is on day one i feel for you and totaly know what your going threw it ***** major *** and is hell trust me i know But also trust me it realy truley does get better just hang in there give yourself a chance and come on here even if you have to 20 time a day it DOES GET BETTER !!!!

[BIKERDAD1963]

Good for you. I am at day 60 something and I wish I was as far along as you are at day 20. I still cant get but 5-6 hours of broken up sleep a nite. Guess its different for everyone. I am glad to hear you are doing so well but please just dont let your guard down for a second. Also get rid of those percs, no need to keep them around.

[NorcoQueenoftheUniverse]

Hey biker DUDE... Just a comment on your post... I'm at day 99 off of an 8-10 Norco habit a day x's 3 years and I am SOOOO happy when I get my 5-6 hours of sleep a night... Mine is not "broken up sleep"  though...I get a solid 5-6 hours.. then I'm UP and rearing to go... Probably has something to do with my age though...

May you all get a restful.. slumber.. even if it's just 5 to 6 hours....

God Bless and happy ZZZZZZZZ's

and.. P.S.  FLUSH Delta.. PLEASE (double) FLUSH those percs...You'll be better off if ya do!

[lilolme29]

congrats!

you are doing so good!

and I agree you should flush, its a temptation I couldn't handle .... and don't think I will ever be able to handle....

[gizzy32]

Nice positive post. Your so right, it's amazing how different life looks when we get clean, it almost feels like a rebirth for some of us. Just wanted to say congrats on almost 3 weeks, your doing great!

P.S. Like mentioned above flush those damn percs dude, please. We all love a good flushing post:), lol.