That's a lot of Xanax! Sounds like you've switched addictions...
You need to get in touch with your doctor for a good taper plan and to get the anxiety and panic treated properly.
Don't stop the Xanax cold!
Vicki
My only suggestion about xanax is that you cannot stop it cold turkey. You have to taper it slowly. You should probably see a doctor and get a plan. 8 mgs is a pretty good dose per day, so you will want to be very careful!
Congrats on day 21! That's GREAT! Get some help with the xanax, ok?