Today was a very productive day as was yesterday! Each day is getting better and better but still hard! I thank God for every day clean and for him to give me the strength for the next day! I know some times it is hard to keep that devil (pills) out of our mind and think OK maybe just 1 so I don't feel so crappy, but what does that give us??? 1 is too many and 100 is never enough! that is my new motto!
I think OK tomorrow will be 30 days clean! WOW never thought I would get this far! Life is so much better when your not freaking out trying to figure how you will make it til that next refill! It feels so good to wake up and start the day without taking a pill! I can remember when I had to take a pill just to leave the house! Oh man feels like a life time ago! I look back and missed out on soo much just because I did not have enough pills to make it through! How many vacations I went on had to be planned around my next refill!!!!!!!
God life is so much better now! I still have hard days don't get me wrong and lack of energy and motivation but thanks to all of you here, my support, I have turned a new life and its so much better! Thank you all for all the support you give me I love you all!
sorry for rambling but needed to say this!
I think I may go into with drawl this weekend going to my moms so I wont be able to get on here! Ha MH with drawl not pill with drawl!!!
I think success stories like yours are totally uplifting to all! I am at 60 days clean and reading your post reminded me of how lifechanging it is to receive the gift of freedom from pills!
Made my day reading your words. Thank you!
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