It's good to vent. Better to get it out here than to start something at home lol. You do have to realized that your emotions are going to be all over the place right now. I have read that lots of people couldn't stand their husbands when they were withdrawing. They couldn't even stand listening to them breathe lol. Don't judge your relationship on what you are feeling right now. You are probably very irritable and it's okay. Your emotions are coming back. Good and bad. Just realize it will pass and you will feel better.
Remember he brought tears to your eyes yesterday when he brought home the arts and crafts.
Stay strong and glad you posted.
Ugh. I realized my husband is a MAJOR trigger for me. He gets very moody at night. He works 6 days a week, so I get it, but I cannot STAND his grumpy mood at night. Talking to him does no good, Then he is back to being happy in the morning and I'm supposed to just forget what an *** he was the night before! Now I know why we have been getting a long better-because I was high on pills. Great!!
Feel nervous and headachey today. I almost feel better going through this when he is at work during week. >:(
Had very disturbing dreams last night. I dont even want to think about them they were so awful..
Sorry for the vent..
Hang in there. It is only a few short days and you will have your entire life back!! It is so, so worth it.Keep going forward.
Take a deep breath. What you are feeling is normal. Our emotions have been numb for so long and now you are feeling all of them. Dont worry about the housework. Do the arts and crafts. It will take your mind off things for awhile. Your brain will play some real games with you now so you gotta be strong. Using is not an option here. Getting up and moving around is what you need to force yourself to do. How you feel today is only temporary. Better days are ahead!
Just think that you have less than 24 hours to go and every hour that passes you are closer and closer to being free.
You will still be tired and may have sleep issues but just worry about getting thru today. That's all you have to do right now. You CAN do it.
One hour at a time.