Day 4

[TS8777]

Well I made it to day 4. I have no idea how but I have. The craving is so intense today that I just want to crawl out of my skin. I just keep telling myself your half way through this. I also know I will have to deal with the mental part after this and learning how to live life without that little pain pill that gives me so much energy and makes me so happy. I hate those things. Please I just need prayers right now. My two year old has no idea which day of the week it is, but this morning he got up and said he was going to church to play with his friends and it broke my heart to know that there was no way I could go.

[TS8777]

Thank you for support. This is one tough demon to face.

[slneedshelp]

congrats on day four!!!! You can do this . The mental thing is hard , I do know how it's feels because I can never get them off my mind. But I guess the longer you go the thoughts will lesson . Just wanted to show some support.