Sleep sleep sleep sleep is what I want. Boy I sure did take sleep for granted, because now without it I feel like I am just losing my mind. I sometime don't even know what I am doing. I feel delusional. I just know that I have to get through this I want better for me and my family. My anxiety is at it's peek. My neck and chest feel like like they have been pounded with a hammer. Please everyone continue to pray for me. I have class tomorrow and I have no choice but to go. I have class every Wednesday and the last time I was there I was on my pills. This will be my new start to going to class pill free. I probably will have no clue what is going on but at least I will be there, and hopefully next Wednesday I will be there 100%.