ADDICTION: SUBSTANCE ABUSE COMMUNITY
Day 9 cont. (would not let me post a cont. on below topic)

Day 9 cont. (would not let me post a cont. on below topic)

Anyway, this morning I also feel a bit strange. I'm not craving or worried about using, I feel sorta ... I don't know ... less clear than Thurs through Saturday. Maybe a bit of a back-lash? I feel sorta blue and down, the precious tiny 'pieces' of ethusiasm are not present, I am not too happy.

The good news is that I KNOW, without a doubt, even with the severely limited perspective of someone only 'clean' eight days, that taking a pill would NOT make this better.I am beginning to see how different it is to be 'pill happy' and 'otherwise happy' (however fleeting the moments are). At the time, I really, truly felt they were the same.

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