Day Two...what a ride

[oxysbliss]

Well here is day two...I spent most of my day in bed yesterday!! I hate that feeling....
Yes for those of you who dont know..I am in Canada....I went back and read Tweetys response and I totally didnt even think of the difference that might be....I live in Ontario and on the meth program you go in for your daily dose...I knew about that..just didnt clue into here....hence the reason why I am so apt to go on it....cuz they have control of my doses and how long I would be on it...Well....hopefuly it helps...the assesment is tomorrow and the appointment with the doc will follow on either Thrusday or Friday!

anyways....I feel like ****...but hanging in there...what other choice do I have...ohter than pick up more pills..when the reality is....they hurt me more....this does get better..its just getting over that hump.....trying to tell myself that today!

Thanks all for your responses and your thoughts.....I hate feeling alone..and just to be thought of...makes my day!!

[WolfKwe]

You never alone on this website. It has truly saved me and gotten me through some tough times.  I have a sister that lives in Canada and I agree it's a different world.  Hang tight, you can do it.

[addictedtoloratab]

Your not alone... You are going through the same hell that many of us are.. You made the decision to do this, and you are doing it...  I am struggling so bad and I am not in a good place right now, but, reading stories from people like you help me get through the day.. Good luck.. Stay strong

[ArlingtonAddict]

We are allthere with you--in suffering, experience, fear, strength and hope. TRULY! Jessica