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The bottom line is, if you want to get clean you have to put in time. Then your mind will be clearer to understand the whys.
This is a great place to get through withdrawal no matter how long.
Thanks for the answers
cj
On the other hand, an addiction is when you say, "I am not going to
live without this in my life."
GEORGE
C/T Jan 2007
I agree with you on the stereotype thing. But now I have to ask "Just HOW much of this med does a person actually really NEED?" And "When a person gets to the point that this med is not helping their pain anymore, and their doctor tells them, take 2 at a time"- Then the patient reaches the level where 8 a day is not relieving their pain OR from what I have come to understand here, this drug makes your brain remember the pain and makes you crave more of it.
I was a heavy cigarette smoker- I stopped 2 years ago. I was addicted to smokes for sure.
I went through a taper of Norco's. I have a whole thread going (New person tapering question) that details my progress and what I went through daily. Hoping it will help just one person who is like me. We all are the same yet differnt on this subject. Great analogy with the duck=bird.
I was terrified to do my taper based on what I read on this board. One person here thought it was a "too fast taper." That scared me. Plus I read where everyone had these nasty w/d effects. I am not bragging..just stating when I say this: I have not had a severe w/d on my taper. I had to do the same amount of med for 2 days then step down one pill every other day. On the first day of the next step, I did feel a little punchy (agitated). But the 2nd day of the reduced dosage I felt great. Then the next day I would step down and felt that agitation again. And so on.
Here's the thing that gets to me: I was expecting my pain to really flare up. I remembered that I use to never have to take these pills in the summer because my pain was at a minimum in the warmer months. My pain level has been tolerable - no more or less than on those Norco's. Interesting.
When I got to yesterday - NO PILLS DAY - I was a little reserved..anticipating feeling like cr^p. I felt a little funny..a little tired..not too motivated..but I did follow what I read what other people did here to relieve their symptoms and I picked the ones that were do-able for me. I took a hot bath at night (to relieve some pain)- took Tylenol & Volteran, Zinc, did a little excercise, ate only food I really enjoyed (to treat myself) and tried to keep myself busy and not think of taking a pill. For the past 2 years, my life was on a pill schedule. My doctors exact words were "Stay ahead of the pain...take these pills every 4-6 hours so you do not FEEL this pain." So..if you are taking this med on a routine schedule, then you never know IF you are going to have the pain. In my case, my body became DEPENDANT on this med. But in the same breath, I must have become addicted too...but not a "addiction to get high."
Something else my med did to me: I could not get on an airplane on this med because I would get all dizzy feeling. I hated that feeling. I also hate to feel drunk, but I love the taste of wine. So I limit myself to only one glass of wine. Maybe that is why I never became addicted to this stuff. I would never take the doses that some people here took just to get high. So as a result of this, for the past 2 years I have not been on a vacation because of these stoopid meds.
This is EXACTLY why they stopped using the older terms, "physical addiction" and "psychological addiction."
It used to be that when talking about the subject of psychological addiction and physical addiction, that in either case it was often just shortened to 'addiction'. And patients that were simply physically dependent did not like the insinuation that by hearing the term 'addiction' used in reference to them that they were somehow 'addicts' even if they had never abused a drug. It is a poor choice of words... there is a world of difference between the state of being physically dependent and psychologically addicted.
Physical dependency only refers to the physical signs and symptoms of taking a drug which results in tolerance building up and where the body becomes to rely on the presence of the drug to continue normal physical operation. An example would be a person in chronic pain that takes Oxycodone - and over the course of a year their dose doubles to maintain the same level of pain control. The person taking the increased dose is not doing so to chase a high or escape depression, just responding to tolerance building up to maintain control on the pain. Taking more Oxycodone is all for physical pain control - not behavioral/emotional at the core. Addiction does not result - dependency and tolerance does.
With psychological addiction, tolerance also builds up over time - but there are more distinct changes to certain parts of the brain where our survival instincts are controlled which manifests in emotional and then behavioral changes by extension. Tolerance builds, having the result of increasing feelings of not being well (emotionally but this can also extend into actual physical feelings of not being well). More drug is sought out (tolerance builds further), normalcy is felt, etc. into the cycle of addiction. One doesn't even need to actively chase a high - just take it to alter feelings of depression/sadness/anxiety/etc... tolerance will still build over time and drug seeking behavior will result to maintain feelings of normalcy.
There are many people who are addicted to prescription meds who are willing to admit the obvious that they are physically dependent but are"offended" when someone mentions the"a"(addict) word.It is part of denial so characteristic of any addiction.
They describe themselves as"chronic pain sufferers"(I am not questioning their pain) and feel they are being unfairly labeled.
I think that most of the people agree that cancer patient is not an"addict" no matter how much meds he/she needs but are not willing to accept that person with fibromyalgia on Morphine pump taking huge amounts of opiates is not
Walter
Endorphins are sometimes called 'endogenous opiates' (naturally made endorphins within the body). The similarities in-between plant produced opiates and our own bodies produced endorphins are so close, that our body uses them thinking they are the real deal. It's not coincidental that our bodies have those little receptors on brain cells that respond to these chemicals. But the foreign opiates work because they are so similiar to our own endorphins. They fit the key to the lock on cells and result to changes in that cell. Even cells which impact our feelings of euphoria/depression and perceptions of reality.
There is no arguing that natural endorphins alter how we feel. Everything from pain perception to states of euphoria and excitement. It's just a chemical. Any narcotic alters natural endorphin production, control and use by the body. Endorphins make us feel good - the lack of endorphins make us feel bad, increases pain perception, increase anxiety, etc... basically telling our active mind that something is wrong and something must be done to correct things and survive. They motivate us to anticipate reward or to fear failure at a very basic emotional level. As far as the body is concerned, survival behaviors make us feel good and release endorphins as a reward. Not meeting survival behaviors and we literally feel as if our lives are threatened or about to end. Otherwise we couldn't care less if we didn't have food (negative state) or find a mate (positive state). And the same cells and receptors involved with our survival instincts in the brain are the ones being screwed up by the opiates that don't really belong there.
Sorry to blather on - just a fascinating subject to me. lol
Person with paper cut has no legal"right" obtaing narcotics.Those are"controlled substances"...because they are...controlled.
Walter
I as well do not notice any increased pain since quitting...they were no longer working for me in a dose that was acceptable ...i was not an outrageous user and was stablizing at 80 mg a day...could make it on 60 when i quit...but i felt horrible mentally if i ran out...i was scared that in 5 years i would need 20 pils a day or what woulda happened is i would have gone to a stronger drug.....i chose to quit as i was not getting anywhere at all
Cancer patients in the medical community who r in pain and dying...when death imminent..are allowed as much pain relief as possible...called "Keep Comfortable" This persons life is almost over...a physician will not be worried about tolerence etc as this patient will be dead soon,,,A patient who has cancer that has metastasized to multiple organs, some have an odor due to the rot...i will not continue...it is very different than a 32 year old fibromyalgia patient.....I see no comparison comparison in these 2 situations
Really good questions that gets to the heart of the stigma of addiction...
Every wonder why it is that one person in severe, chronic pain can take a narcotic for years without ever becoming an 'addict'? While *any* other person *not in pain* that was put on the same medication for the same amount of time would become 'addicted' within weeks... including drug-seeking behavior if they found out what they could do to make themselves feel better? It's not because one person is inherently weaker or more defective than the other! Consider that addiction will develop to people *even if they do not know* they are actively being given a narcotic. Conscious choice is not a part to become addicted to something! The conscious part is only in seeking to alleviate the feelings of not being 'well' that come about later in the process - which is a completely normal and healthy behavior under normal conditions we have to have to survive. No different than wanting to pull a thorn out that is stuck in your foot instead of continuing to walk on it and be in pain. The chemical part to addiction isn't started by conscious choice - it takes place behind our active thoughts.
When a person is in pain, endorphins are released (ever wonder why it is that some people even enjoy pain?). With minor pain, like from acupuncture - it's normal to even feel better overall than before the pain because of the amount of endorphin release is more than adequate to control it! But what happens when a person is in severe pain and all the natural endorphins being released aren't enough to keep up with controlling the pain? Usually depression sets in, anxiety sets in, other systems in the body start malfunctioning - a person emotionally and physically gets stressed beyond the point of being ignorable and socially would need to rely on others to help them (and naturally we respond to help the people we care about). Endorphins are powerful, powerful stuff that even extends into effecting our social behavior and effecting other people in their responses to us. And the control and release of endorphins is found in a specific part of the brain - the same part that controls survival instincts - the same part of the brain that narcotics alter.
In either case, someone that's dependent or someone that's addicted - neither one consciously chooses for the effects. They happen over time to alterations in the brain from the chemicals to the same cells and receptors. The difference is just that a person in chronic pain is using up both the endorphins and/or opiates to chemically control pain. It's simply being used up for a specific purpose even though it's not natural to the body. While a person *not in pain* is putting WAY more availability of endorphins/opiates in their bodies than the body needs to control pain and so instead the body just feels better than normal or euphoric.
Which alters behavior - it does feel good to have a rush of endorphin-like feelings! At first, not a big deal - we are in control of how often we want to feel good. But when tolerance level begins to rise (i.e. receptors are getting blocked and altered by opiates that the body can't break down like our own natural endorphins), we start to feel bad due to lack of a normal level of endorphins/opiates hitting receptors - the brain responds the same as if we are under threat of death or not surviving when this is the case as one part of the brain considers a lack of endorphins reaching cells to be a sign that all is going to end if something doesn't change (back to survival instincts)... and the cycle starts for an addict. As it continues, tolerance (damage to receptors from the incorrect opiates) increases, new receptors are made available by the body to correct for this, need increases proportional to the amount of receptors waiting on endorphins, the newer receptors get damaged by the opiates, the body makes more, etc...
A physically dependent person never really alters the cells in the survival portion of their brains, the endorphin-like opiates are doing their job correctly at controlling pain perception and tolerance - and not for euphoria/depression. They cause some damage to the physical operation of the body as a whole (this is the dependency portion) but not so much to the brain as it effects survival emotions/behavior (addiction).
Could it be that I did not get these symptoms because I did not take these pills to chase a high or as some would say abuse them?
But it's really important for medical practitioners to define and know the differences between the two things without the weight of stigma interfering... The differences between psychological illness (as it applies to addiction in many different ways) and physical illness (as it applies to dependency and tolerance) when a patient is under their care has to be correctly defined or else a patient is going to be harmed (happens all the time). Because addiction or dependency require almost *opposite* treatment plans, medications and action to help someone and more importantly, not to cause them even further harm.
What I was taught during university and what I learned through my career is that what 'causes' addiction has many components.
The biggest being a combo of genetics and enviorment. Or just one or the other sometimes. Enviorment being a family where drugs and alcohol are the norm or a city or town where drugs are often seen being sold and used. If your father or grandfather gas a problem you are I believe 3 times more likely to develop a substance abuse problem.
The difference between addiction and dependance is psychological. Both involve physical dependance of a substance, meaning if it is stopped you will have withdrawls. But with dependance there is no psychological compulsion to take the drug. If there was no pain you would feel no need to psychologically take the drug. Addiction involves psychological dependance and physical dependance. Despite problems that occur from taking the drug the compulsion to take them is still there. Like if you drank and got into an accident you would be out drinking the next day or night despite a direct negative consequence. That is also what seperates social drinkers and alcoholics. A psychological need to have the substance despite negative consequences.
With physical dependance alone for cases of pain medication or ant-anxiety medication there is an abscence of negative consequences. If someone is using pain meds for medicinal puposes and starts mis using pills by taking more than prescribed or crushing them or snorting them then they are seen as having a substance abuse problem. Same as if they start being unable to control anger when they cant get any.
I can understand why it seems like such a fine line. But really it isnt because of the psychological part. Someone who is physically dependant because they take it for pain will be okay with stopping it if the pain goes away.
Most pain specialists are now being educated in what is called 'suedo' addiction. Which is when a patient is experiencing so much pain that they appear to be showing behaviors someone who abuses medication would show. Most Pain specialists are also being educated on the new research showing that those who are suffering from chronic pain have an extreamily low chance of ever becoming addicted to pain meds. Mostly because people in chronic pain have a different brain reaction to the medication and do not experience the 'high' that people who are not in pain experience. Although that is not true in every case and some people like the feeling they can feel and start exaggerating symotoms to get more medicine in hopes of increasing or continuing the feeling. But most do not get the feeling and many DRs are aware of that than in the past, so things in that regard are improving.
Geez, sorry about this purely imformative sounding post.I guess I didnt realize how much I miss my job. That must have been boring sorry!
But I do hope that clears some things up from someone who has been in the addiction field for many years.
This forum is for people trying to get support in order to try to stop or maintain sobriety, why would you boast about something like that?
Sometimes it only takes a comment like that to trigger someone else.
Why even come here saying you dont have a problem and then go into what you just did
That doesnt make any sense to me infact it makes me upset as someone who deeply cares for people who are trying to change things and get support for substance problems.
You dont mess around with that.
No matter if the medication is for pain or anxiety, if the medication is abused in any way it is always considered substance abuse.
When I said addiction is the psychological need to take a substance and what is missing when someone is just dependant, I ment that despite any further pain or feelings of uncontrollable anxiety. Being afraid that you will not be able to cope with your anxiety or it will come back and the same thought about pain isnt considered psychological dependance. The thought in and of itself is anxiety and is expected when stopping narcotic anxiety meds. And when that thought comes about when stopping pain meds is a fear of having to feel the intense pain and being unable to tolerate it. Those thoughts are expected.
But if the person refuses to try or is unable to stop despite a lack of pain or anxiety then it would be considered substance abuse.
But if the person still has extream pain or anxiety and is told to stop and they cannot because of those problems and continues to use it illegally(meaning using other means after the DR ends the scripts) then that person could then be referred to a specialist who deals with addiction and there specific problem to maybe learn other ways to stop. There are defenitly practitioners with substance abuse specialities who also specialize in treating anxiety and pain. Most MD's like pain management docs are not trained to treat substance abuse. Psychiatrists would refer an anxiety patient who he believed couldnt stop taking the meds to a therapist who specializes in substance abuse and anxiety disorders.
It kind of seems like a jumbled mess when you get to a subject like this. But when it comes down to psychological dependance of a drug versus physical dependance there are clear cut lines as to what behaviors are thoughts are seen as acceptable and what behaviors and thoughts indicate a problem.