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You are so very, very sweet! Thank you for your kind words. You are a special person. I've read your encouragement to VicQueen and others on this forum, and you really have your heart into us. I can't tell you what a difference it makes to know that there are others like you out there to be able to talk to. This morning I have to leave to go help my Mom take care of my Dad, who just had hip replacement surgery. I have got to act "normal" and strong. The last thing that I want them to worry about is catching the "flu" from ME. I can't explain to them what is really going on. Hopefully after this weekend, this nightmare will be over and I can get on with normal living.
I'm hating this max thread thing!!! I feel guilty about posting for fear that I'm taking away from all of the others the chance to post. Anyways, I'm kinda new here -- well a month or so new anyway. Maybe those who feel inclined could just email me in addition until they can get this forum expanded or whatever. My email address is ***@****. Those are ONE's NOT L's in kelly. I am anxious to talk to someone, specially you, Connie. I am getting soooo scared about this detox. I didn't expect to start into withdrawals this soon. Our old source has dried up until next week (too late). I really wasn't expecting to get sick and all of that. I didn't think that 30 to 40 mgs a day of Oxy would be that hard to get off of. NOW I'M FREAKING OUT!!! I have alot of anxiety over this, but can't afford ( in any sense of the word) to keep this habit!
Plus...I've recently quit smoking cigarettes! Sorry, I'm just feeling sorry for myself and acting selfish.
Denise
We all care about you...... Luv ---Erika
I feel good today. How are you doing? How is FINNISHED!!!!????
be safe
linda
So I have been hear reading while I have been weaning myself of this demon,(sick) and have been inspired by some people here and their almost superhuman strength battling OxyContin addiction of a much higher dose than mine..I have had none for 31 hours now (thats why I'm here in the middle of the night instead of sleeping)It's no fun and it dont get easier, every time you do detox, it gets worse..
Enough for now just here drawing some strength, and strength to you all
Peter
linda
I have indeed made it to day six going cold turkey off 15 to 20 + vikes or loris or percs a day.
I am over the sick feeling but still nervous and pretty much cant think about any thing but how badly my back hurts.
Started clebrex yesterday Non narcotic and forced myself to go to physical therapy even though i could barely get off the couch and heating pad. I made it through half my normal exercises. My chiropractor / dr physical therapist is the only one i have been honest with about the extreme amount of pain pills i have been taking. of course he is not the one prescribing them to me. He seems to think with the extreme pain that i am having that the neurologist is missing something and wants to read my reports himself. I literally can barely walk without the pain meds let alone sit or clean or do dishes.
I have 2 small children that i have to take care of and i just can not see how i will be able to manage it with the pain and not being able to get around. I can only sit in a car for 15 minutes without feeling like i want to die so i never go any where or do any thing any way except the PTherapy. Then after spending all day with the little ones the bigger ones come home from school and just throw their stuff every where.
I know that part of how i feel right now is from coming off the drugs. but i just cant seperate my feelings and the extreme pain.
I know my tolerance built up over a 2 year period but there has to be something some one can do for me so i can function without taking 20 pills a day. This is not even counting the muscle relaxers and anti-inflamatory meds..
The pain clinic wants to try faccett blocks and i am willing to try just about any thing .
this is so very hard.
I am praying i can keep strong because i know the worst is over now all i have to deal with is the after effects . I havent even taken a darvocet since sunday.
God Bless you all and i am sorry for not posting for the content of the original post but i dont have any where else to go to express how i feel because no one i know would understand.
I cant get out for meetings because of the pain.
Praying for you all
cleo101
just not coverinmg all the symptons I dont know which is worse the long slow way or the violent short way of just jumping off.good luck .
linda
Erika
Heard from Finished's lady and he had a very rough night, stopped breathing again, bleeding ulcer believed to be the cause but with everyone's prays he has moved from ICU to TCU and was awake a little this morning. Docs say since he made it thru the night his chances of recovery are much improved. He knows everyone is praying for him and he thanks you.....
Erika - please email me.....
Love to you all!!
Tammy
be safe
linda
I miss you vicqueen where you been? l will email you.
Love to both of you!
Erika
Icq 54789605 Invitation open to chat
It sounds like the physical withdrawals are not going to be the thing that challenges you the most. It's what comes next. How was your life when you made it for 5 years? Man! That's a long time! Can you find inspiration in that memory? Was that a good time in your life? You know that you are already on the way there NOW! I wish that I could do more, but for now, I'll just be sending my heart-felt comfort and good thoughts your way. I'll be checking back for news of you. Hang in there!
P.S. You're probably damn near as old as me. Another 60's child? Too bad we didn't just stick with the pot! :-)
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NOGODS: Thank you again Peter for your encouraging email and post. You are a life saver. Do keep me posted as to how the withdrawals are going. You're going to be just about 3 days ahead of me, detoxing from the same thing (oxycontin) but you'll probably be sicker than me because you tapered really FAST!!!
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CLEO: I'm sorry, I don't know more about your condition. It sounds like your pain is so tough that you need help one way or another. You should NOT have to endure that much pain. My Dad recently had some kind of a block for a pinched Scyatic (sp?) nerve, and it has made a world of difference. Has your doctor taken you off of the meds, or what is the reason for your decision to go cold turkey. Not that I don't endorse getting off of the pills, but I'm worried about you. It sounds like your quality of life is seriously in question. I hope that you feel better soon.
Denise
Nod
just to shed some light on my home situation. Original injury to neck in 92 blew out a disc in car accident. rehab and Pt for over 3 years got me back to the gym and in the best shape i have ever been in my life. i have 6 kids 23, 14, 13, 11, and the little ones are 19 months and 4. 23 yr lives on his own and the others live with me. the 3 in the middle were so used to having super mom for so many years they are lazy and resentful if asked to do much of any thing.
i remarried a few years ago and my husband and i have 2 children together.
I fell at work when i was 7 1/2 months pregnant with the baby.
i was unable to walk with out a cane til after the baby was delivered a month early my OB induced labor because of my extreme back and neck pain.
I was still going to the gym til the day before i fell and being a bartender handled 10 to 12 hours shifts 4 days a week no problem.
My bosses were not very pleased with my getting pregnant i guess and they made me carry 15 to 20 beer cases on a shift sometimes more than 100 yards. i had a doctors note with a weight limit but they did not care.
Between the fall on concrete and carrying the cases i totally destroyed my back. i had c 4 and c 5 removed last6 february but have still not been able to rehab either even close to how i was before the fall. actually my lower back is toast 90% of the time. milegram only found slight bulge at L5 s1 and some abnormalities including degenerative narrowing or something like that.
i cant even get comfortable and exist on 2 to 4 hours a nite
some how some way i will get back to how i was before or even close would be nice.
i could not taper because of the length of time using the meds they did not even come close to relieving the pain if i did not take 4 at a time.
i tried to taper 5 or 6 times since finding this site i quit cold turkey one other time and the only time i left the house in 5 days i was in a car accident.
i am not sure how i am going to manage unless i have some one else distribute my meds or something like that but i am going to have 10 days clean before i see my doctor and i will not buy any .
God Bless you all
and thank you for your caring and concern.
cleo
4mygirls
Gina
Wow, 34 days ago that was me....I have 3 kids and an unsupportive boyfriend. As Finished had said before to ya, the house, laundry, the small stuff can wait. When I w/d the first 3-4 days, I had the flu and the kids loved to "help". 11,7 & 5. Kids are amazing when they can please you. Let your Boyfriend do whatever he can to help you out, come here to the forum whenever you get the crave and use the Thoams Receipe, I swear by it!! It involves valium or equiv but Kava kava or meletonin or tylenol pm helps...or benedryl.
You remember when you could do all this without drugs well right now it's just w/d it's not that you can't do it ever again without pills. Your body has to undo what was done and it take about 3-4 days and you will start to feel better each and every day. By 3 weeks instead of having bad hours it will be having a bad day here or there....you can do it....you really can and you will be happy you did because then you will not have to worry about w/d's again. I don't know your whole story, if pain is still an issue but if not or if very little and it's just an addiction then consider what I have said about being glad you will not w/d anymore once you get past the 3-4 days....
My heart and prays go out to you as one mother to another and having the responsibilities as we do...it can be done, don't let the demons look for an excuse for you....you are better than that!!!
We(I) are here!!!
Tammy
The drugs are quite similar, don't think I need to get chemical, but all opiates are interchangeable provided that their dosages have been calculated with an equi-analgesic chart. So, if you'd have run out of one of a particular strength, you could take another one, with the dose calculated to be equal to that of the one you were taking.
Hydrocodone= Norco=Lortab=Vicodin
Oxycodone= Percocet=Roxicet=Percodan=Oxycontin, etc. (Oxycontin is just a concentrated form that's designed for more steady release for better pain control without peaks and troughs in the amount in your blood stream; people who crush, chew, or shoot it are getting lots of it).
Hope this answers your question..