I think your friend is using something. No way could you quit that, if using daily, without WD. Although if he quit five days ago, I guess it's possible to feel better by now. My first detox was four days and then I was somewhat okay, but a mental wreck. It's hard to fool a fellow addict.
I take it a minute at a time too, many days. But I'm glad you're feeling better and were able to cut the bup. Even small amounts of that stuff help. I read that it is many, many times stronger than morphine, which is why the doses are so small when injected. I took .3mg amps, 1-4/day.
Hope your admirer takes your advice...and I promise not to mention it again! Have a great weekend; we're going to the lake tomorrow so I won't be around.
tracy
thanks guys for your feedback on the weight issue, and i do feel pretty good about cutting back on the bup, but i'd still love to be completely free of everything - one day at a time...actually sometimes i have to take it one minute/hour at a time to get thru the day.
i hope you all have a great weekend...i'll be here and there throughout....peace.
dearest smoke stak - we try not to get too personal here with the physical descriptions and whatnot...but thanks for the compliments:)
now that you've FINALLY signed on, perhaps we can get to the root of your pot problem and get you back on the straight and narrow, huh? remember - nothing TOO personal because this is a mighty small world we live in, and as it turns out, some of us are in closer proximity than we might have thought...we want to keep this confidential! my husband may drop by at some point you goof ball...hahah
hey, on another note...is it physically possible that a person with a 15-16 perc a day habit over the past year get off of them without any w/ds??? that's what a fellow addict tried to convince me of today...that he had quit everything sunday and was feeling great. i tend to think he's still using, but anything is possible right? i'd love some input on that one. thanks.
dearest smoke stak - we try not to get too personal here with the physical descriptions and whatnot...but thanks for the compliments:)
now that you've FINALLY signed on, perhaps we can get to the root of your pot problem and get you back on the straight and narrow, huh? remember - nothing TOO personal because this is a mighty small world we live in, and as it turns out, some of us are in closer proximity than we might have thought...we want to keep this confidential! my husband may drop by at some point you goof ball...hahah
hey, on another note...is it physically possible that a person with a 15-16 perc a day habit over the past year get off of them without any w/ds??? that's what a fellow addict tried to convince me of today...that he had quit everything sunday and was feeling great. i tend to think he's still using, but anything is possible right? i'd love some input on that one. thanks.
hi groovy...well here i am...where are u...
thanks for describing my life in a previous post...do people still resent your outspokeness, or have they warmed up to you like i have...oh well, i will spend the weekend eating, smoking pot, sitting by the pool and bbq'ing... despite your urgings for me to stop...i must admit thou, it's fun....4 women are coming over to use the pool tomorrow....
to everyone else who reads this posting, i can tell you that groovy is a pretty hot girl...she is very cute, best described as a heather locklear type, and she is super smart...and she has courage to fight, which besides her body is my favorite part about her. i hope her husband doesnt read this.
anyway, i think a posting like this is good for this place, its kinda funny and lightens the mood, wouldnt you say groovy girl.
oxoxo
smoke stak
I've always been puzzled when people say then gained weight on opiates. When I was using, I lost a ton of weight. That was because I didn't want to eat, since eating meant I'd feel the next batch of pills less. Food interfered with my buzz. God, I was sick!
I do remember that what I did eat took a long time to digest.
I don't know about bup and weight gain, but groovy, if you've not gained weight on it so far, you probably won't.
Don't beat yourself up over still being on it. You've reduced your dose quite a bit. Give yourself credit for that!
I'm just impressed you've found a doctor willing to prescribe it for you. I have failed to find one willing to give me bup. I've turned down oxycontin twice from two docs who would give me, a self admitted recovering addict, oxy, but not bup. I don't get it!
love,
WW