Dr Appt

[vee108]

GM everyone.  Going to the Dr this morning to get some paperwork for my job explaining my absences from work.  Got up early to drink my coffee and check on all u guys to see how u were doing.  I'm glad I did.  I know I can be honest here so I'll share.  As u can see by my posts from the last few days; I had a rough week.  I have a flare up right now so I'm in pain sometimes.  I was considering telling this Dr (the freehanded script writing Dr) about my pain and getting a script from him for SOMETHING for pain.  Maybe Tylenol 3, Tramadol...SOMETHING.  I was going to tell that lie that we tell ourselves; as long as it is not our drug of choice (for me Vicodin) then I'll be OK.  I'm thankful that I stopped by here first.  I read posts from alot of newcomers who are in early w/d and just reading their experiences snapped me back to reality.  Do I really want to go there again?  Nah...I dont, so I'll just get my paperwork filled out and leave.  Thanks to everyone who shared; you dont know how much you help me and everyone else on here struggling.

[ArlingtonAddict]

GREAT -- how did it go?

[yeszi]

Hi Everyone, This is only my second post since going c/t on Monday. I have been here listening since then and it really helps.  On day 6 and the physical stuff is pretty well gone. I almost think the emotional is harder.One minute I feel awesome the next I want just one.(Just got off the phone w/a connection & I didnt even ask.)I'm puppy sitting for my daughters Bullmastiff & that keeps me occupied when I'm not on here. Eating seems to help too. I'm 108 now, probably not for long. If it wasnt so F----- cold out I'd get some fresh air. Laying on the beach in Mexico would be awesome therapy r/now. Does anyone think upping my Paxil a bit would help? Thanx everyone for keeping me going & sane. Talk to me !!!