wow i somehow missed this post until today!!!! Greebs Im so proud of you and so glad you flushed them!!! congrats girlie!!!!! xo xo
Great job for flushing!
This forum is amazing.
Fatal Attraction....that's what those pills are...
Round of applause for dumping them!!! YEA!!!!!
CUNNING, BAFFLING, POWERFUL....never FORGET that!
Good job...celebrate your STRENGTH!!!! hugs!
Congrat's on flushing them. You've made a bunch of alligators very happy! Perhaps they'll show up on this board looking for help eventually...? :)
I can imagine reading all the posts and its exciting climax, oops I mean conclusion would have one on the edge of their chair.Like,fatal attraction or hand that rocks the cradle. Great you are a star!!! The star of the day.!!! I do admire those b.a l l's. lol!
I just read this thread for the 1st time top to bottom one at a time and It was the most nerve racking thing I been through in a long time. I don't think I breathed once through the whole reading. I got goosebumps when you posted that you flushed them. AWSOME! It was like the hero saving the day or something. I don't know any of you but I marvel at you courage.
My pleasure! Have to throw a little humor in the mix. Its just my style. It gets me thru a bad day. Somehow theres got to be a way to turn a day around. Its a good time out here sometimes that can be good medicine itself. maybe someone out there, hasn't yet posted and is hurting for whatever reason, if I got a smile,tickled their funnybone or encouraged them to join in, then that does my heart good.It helps build up my esteem, which I medicated for many, many, years, and well used to think really **** of myself,
but slowly I am convincing myself that I'm okay,.positive strokes. We all need it.Enuf babbling. Cathy
LMAO!!!
it's like r2r said...she's probably trying to poison me :-)
thanks for the support...it's much appreciated!!
Never, Never, trust the ex's new woman. No matter how great "we all get along". I'm not parinoid or anything, but it was a plant, a set up to bring you down. You absolutly rock for the strength you displayed and the dignity you 86'ed the pills. Class act! keep on truckin, you going the right way this time. I don't even know you and am sooo proud of you. (And nobody's after me either) lol You showed that biotch up. Cathy
girl i am glad you and your x and his wife get along...i think that is such good things for kids..unfourtunitly i try really hard to get along with mine and his new wife and she doesn't like me , and i have no idea why, SO if she were to bring me pills i woud know she put poison in them....
glad you are laughing now....
r2r
Uhh, Friday was yesterday hun. You sure you flushed all of them? :)
I honestly don't know if I would of had the strength to do what you did Greebs. You are awesome and should be really proud of yourself right now. Great job!!!! You're on your way..........
Uhh, Friday was yesterday hun. You sure you flushed all of them? :)
You will be fine and if I can have Vicodin in the house and not take it then you can flush and not let it get to you. You have all those cleen days and you are tough. When I was in AA they had this thing called a mental sobriety day. If something got to them that wasn't alchohol related but made them act nuts - mental slip - they would start their anniversary day over. PLEASE BE COOL> MOVE AWAY FROM THE WINDOW AND PUT DOWN THE KNIFE.
SHelly
Sorry i came in late. We live close enough I could've....Nah Happy Fish
I won't even send the FDA after you.
Good for you girl! I knew that you had backbone!
im so proud of you, i know how hard that is, your mind must have been racing. i flushed last week and i really did throw up. you were put to the ultimate test and came out on top. good job
I just gotta say...I LOVE you guys. We may bicker like siblings on this forum but when push comes to shove-we are all in this together and we will fight to the bitter end to save each and every last one of us from addiction!!
Thank you so much for the support.
Whew...that was a close one.
You guys wouldn't like me on drugs. I'm not very nice and VERY self centered!!
thanks for the support. Man...that was the HARDEST thing I've had to do in a long time. I actually started making excuses in my head the second I saw the bottle and realized it was all going to be mine. What the F**K is wrong with me?!? Here I am doling out advice like some wise old sage and I can't even be in the room with a bottle of hydros without losing my sh*t.
I guess I didn't do so bad though....I didn't take any......God I wanted to though...
I feel like throwing up
Man, this was INTENSE. Greebs--very very proud of you, I KNEW you would make the right choice. You made me cry!!
CONGRATS!!! you did the right thing...i know this had to be hard, probably one of the hardest things you have ever done..BUT one of the best things you have ever done also....We will always have some kind of opiate in reach...Right now in my cabinet i have cough syrup with hyros in it...It is hard , but i know someone that is sick needs it, so i can't change that...One day (4 kids) hubby may need sugery, i will have to have them and deal with it...I have not had to deal with a whole bottle given to me yet...Thank goodness..i would have to jump on this board and do exactly what you did, that is so normal...
anyways so proud of you
r2r
proud of you honey..very proud...give yourself a huge hug from me...xo
OMG!!!! YOU LITTLE S***. your scared the bejesus out of us. do you know how proud i am of you. good, very good job. you should feel very powerful right now.