End of Day 10.. Woo hoo

[FLaddict]

Day ten off Suboxone detox Day 20 off hydro... Woo HOO!!! I am feeling good. sleeping well.. anxiety is at the lowest point it has been in years.. I am smoking more cigarettes than I think I used to but I will have to cut back some.. On my days off I find myself easily almost smoking two packs a day.. not good..
I hope everyone had a great weekend and is still in the fight.. I see some of my old friends here came out and posted tonight.. so glad to see you all again you have been very missed... especially by me.. I love all of you.. Some of you were here when I got here and not seeing you post on the forum is hard for me..

XOXO
Stephanie

[sterling_silver]

Im sorry, I just wanted to try it out.  I thought your post would be a good one to use. It shows how far you have come.

[ladyss1978]

could u please explain what is clonidine??? and what is helps with ad also what are u using the L theanine for im starting tommorow and need all the help i can get to make sure my withdraws arent that bad.. and how did the Suboxone  work for u got some information of a 1800 drug addiction number to go to this clinic tommorow hoping the might be able to give me somehting so i wont have to go cold turkey due to the fact i got to work all information is much appreciated great job and keep it up cant wait to be were u are at

[FLaddict]

Huh ... now I see.... I hope I don't get confused on how many days its been....I have been going by my last post... 24 days today.. I had to pull out my cell phone calender and count...

[sterling_silver]

You can post on an old post and it will come to the top

[road2recovery]

Girl that is awesome...I so glad you are feeling good,, that gives some of us so much hope...The smoking, hell just take that one slow, you can't stop everything at once..LOL ..you have been such an inspiration for me and a wonderfull friend...
Thanks for everything

[LadySundown]

You had a plan and you carried it out. I'm proud of you, but I knew you could do it. I hope I can do half as well. The patch is off forever, but I don't know what the w/d will be like. It's too early to tell. I probably won't even know tomorrow.

You've always been a person we can count on and you've helped so many of us. Since I've know you..you've gotten married, gotten clean, and beat your addiction. That's quite an accomplishment, my friend.

Enjoy a happy and clean life :)

Hugs......LS

[K Todd]

Hey Steph,

man oh man....I here you on the smoking bit! - I don't get either...the less and less amount of drugs I take, the More I smoke (2 packs day)...?? - LOL

I have the same mind set fish gave to you, "tackle it later!" - good one fish!  (-:
Thanks for your email!

Steph: did you tapper of the other...what was it..?? Remember, I thought it was klonopin, but it was........

fill me in!

Congrats on today!  you have won, and contiune to give us the inspiration to keep going!

Love ya,
Todd

[Gypsygirl66]

Wow Steph, you are doing fantastic. I;m so proud of and glad to hear that it hasn't been that hard for you. You have made me and so many others believe that we can do it also. Thanl you so much for your courage and support. I
I hope to hear from you soon
Love,
Gypsy

[Mis Take]

GIRL - Im coming after you next...do you ever check your email anymore???  You are not a good responder just b/c I dont have my stupid computer or msg.  

AND I WILL NOT HOLD MY TONGUE - I WILL KEEP BEING THE ME THAT YOU LOVE SO VERY MUCH SO THERE!!!!!

[FLaddict]

Thanks guys... I couldn't have done it with out each and every one of you... You have been my inspiration and my lil voices in my head driving me to do it.. There is a special place in my heart for everyone of you..


Yes Ktodd I am no longer taking the clonidine.. It really did help alot with the restlessness and anxiety that lingered for a bit.. I recomend it to anyone going through WD.. I also haven't had the need to take any xanax  for at least a week either... the L-theanine I got at GNC helps so much and almost works better for me...

I am still on all my vitamins and amino acids and feeling so good..  I am gonna start the "detox" ones soon to help clean out the toxins and stuff from my body and digestive tract.. that should also help alot..

[LIZZIE LOU]

i'm not sure about that...i think i respond to every email you send.   just did that a minute ago too...lol.

maybe you should CHECK your email to see if i responded...hehe.   am i going to have to buy and install your new cord?   i'm about to loose it here...needing my buddy...i have so needed your sense of humor lately.   where were you when I needed you freak?  please get that machine up and running.

huggs,
kim

[fishmeal]

Wow if smoking is the worst you can do... well, we'll tackle that later!  Great job!  I appreciate you posting for hope!

best
Fish

[LIZZIE LOU]

glad you could join us...:)

isn't it amazing how we "think" we missed everyone...until we talk to them.   then we realize just how much we truly need them and miss them.   WHAT AN AMAZING GROUP OF WOMEN YOU ALL ARE.

i agree with mistake...which is something i find hard to say...lol...just kidding.  you are soooo good at holding that tongue of yours...if only we could all learn something from you.   especially her...hehe

huggs,
kim

[Mis Take]

i do have a phone still

[Mis Take]

Im so glad to see your name pop up.  Girl, you are kicking butt and taking names.  I am so proud.  It is amazing how much better everything is, hu?  WHO KNEW??  I know Im a little step back, but coming in strong at my lil 4-8mg a day.  (though I'll hang here a while).

You have really been more than an inspiration to so many.  NOT TO MENTION, the ability you have to hold your tongue and keep your feeling at bay when needed.  WHAT AN ACCOMPLISHMENT.  I only wish I could be so controlled.  REALLY!!!!  I always think of you before I say something- it helps.  

anyway - glad your on and glad your OFF.  Take care and keep those thank u notes up.  I know it does suck a little but not too much longer  lol..

love trac