Here I am. How I got here is another story, but I've got to get past this hold on my body and my life. I have been on Oxycontin for three years, with OxyIR and sometimes Norco for breakthrough pain. Every time I want to decrease dosage, I have another injury or problem.I was in an MVA, and have had several surgeries. My husband went through withdrawal a year ago from MS-Contin. He had started to turn into an old man taking the pain pills. It was hard watching him. That's part of the reason I've been slow to acknowledge that I've got to try to get this thing kicked. I know I'm going to have trouble, because even now I start to have wd symptoms between scheduled doses. I take 40mg Oxy every 8 hours. I take it at bed time and wake up 5-6 hours later, feeling jumpy and tense. I almost always feel sick. Fatigued, sweaty, etc. I plan to going to my pain doctor once I get back in the US on 12/10. Until then, I want to try to decrease dose myself. Is this wise? I heard you cannot break Oxycontin in half, because it will go into your bloodstream faster and cause more problems with addiction. Is this true anyone? Thanks for reading this...I'll be back on here once I start my detox....