G'Night Y'All

Its quiet here tonight..gotta work early so I am turning in for the night. hubby and I got a quick chance to talk about the possibility of finishing my taper with Sub..not because I am having a hard time or failing.. i just want to be done.. and the fear of the week I quit is eating me alive I think taking that for that week would help aleiviate my fear... the doc here I found does it for detox only and then you have the option of monthly maintenence.. So it 4-5 days and also comfort meds like clonidine, muscle relaxants, sleep aids, tummy meds.. etc. Hubby said he thinks I should do it since it would help take some of the fear I have for the actually Quit Day.. he said he would pay for it since I can't right now.. it would have to wait until after the wedding.. since they only take new patients on Monday or tuesday and I can't take any more time off this month.. they recomend not driving or working for 2 days til you are adjusted. And I have read some people have reactions the first couple days.. nausea, vomiting, dizzyness, etc.. so I don't wanna be cutting hair feeling like that.. I just have been having so much pain I want to be off meds so I can see how my pain really is.. ya know?? I know the meds are making it worse than it is.. (I hope)
Good Night All