Getting healthy

[scaredOFreality]

hello
I was just wondering what vitamins and stuff you can take so that i can become healthy again...from my drug use i am just so freal and weak alot of the time...iv relapsed 5 times since i  quit taken tylenol 1's about 19 days ago...i have taken so many that i have to go to  pee every 5-15...only little amounts at a time. Im so tired during the day and have to fight just to stay up. what is suboxoan...i think thats how you spell it...i heard it can fight the cravings. This is the longest that i have been able to fight off the cravings in two years...twice iv done a week with out them but usually go right back to it because i think well i went this far i can skip a day and take some...but this time iv become alittle stronger...i had sever w'd in the beginning i couldnt eat i was throwing up blood and stomach bile for over a week...the head ackes are finally gone but thats probley because i keep ******* up and relapsing....my fear is that i will NEVER completly quit...everyone i know does drugs...pills manly...this is my second post...i did a post yesterday about part of my life...i got so much positive feed back mnore then i ever had in my whole life and i was up and feeling good but i think i jumped on the happy train alittle to fast. i do have depression...i was prescribed meds when i was 16 but i just couldnt continue because of the suicidal thoughts...at that time i over dosed on anxiety pills...i dont really want doctors to know becasue it will go on my file that im STILL depressed ....i have a son and im just so paranoid becasue child protective services were called on me when he was about a year old he is 2 now....thank god they could see how much i i love my son and how i was just trying to be a good mother....now thats on my file and it will never go away...all because of a jealouse grandmother (my boyfriends mom) i just want to know how to get healthy and what vitamins to take i also wanted to you how to stop the cravings for awhile till im strong enough to say no forever!

[NautyOne]

health food store.  has to be taken faithfully to get the benefits.  Give it a good week to start feeling the difference.........

Nauty..............

[allaboutmary]

Yeah the peeing thing should be checked out.  You should check into the Suboxone.  I recommend it to people that are constantly relapsing.(like me)   Just remember its a tool used to getting clean and not a miracle. It is also addictive, so do your homework on it.  Send me a pm if you have any questions.  I'm fairly new to it, but it is really helping me.

[scaredOFreality]

Thanks alot i will try that forsure. can you buy that at the drugstore?

[NautyOne]

My worry would be the pee pee thing.  I hope you didn't damage your kidney's with all that tylenol.  I would maybe check that out.  A good multi-vitamin and I swear by Flaxseed......not the oil.  The only hassle is you have to grind the seeds in a coffee grinder and its a pain in the butt, but its' a life saver.  put it in milk or juice.....whatever and just chug it down......start slow or you will be in the potty for the other reason.  maybe a couple tablespoons at first.  I hope u feel better soon.

Nauty.............

[scaredOFreality]

okay great! thanks again for the help mimi

[mimi1313]

You can do this! I'm so glad you're still here and posting. Check out the Health pages on the right side of the page. They have info on everything. If you want info on suboxone, pm flmagi or allaboutmary. They are wonderful and very helpful. If you have any questions about the vitamins and amino acids pm FLaddict. She is great, I have asked her plenty of questions and she is quick to respond and very knowledgeable.