Gooooood Morning

[liscamdave]

Good Morning to my friends and good morning to all. Today is the big 30 for me. (30 days clean and counting). I am feeling much better than yesterday. I have energy, some, but I have it. I will take anything these days. I passed out last night at 10.pm and slept straight through till 8am. I was still sooooo tired and did not want to get out of bed. Once I did, I was fine. I cannot wait till I am back to normal...If I ever was normal...lol..

How is everyone? I am hoping all are well.

xoxo, Lisa

[Tim2H]

Congrats to you!!!! Day 30 is nothing to sneeze at , LOL. I am referring to the sneezing that comes with w/d's. You sound so chipper today!!  Thanks for the support yesterday and I am feeling a little better today. I just hated myself for taking pills and the depression that comes with quiting is so difficult to deal with. I wish you the happiest day ever darlin!!!

Hug to ya, (((((((Lisca)))))))

Tim

[marcatj]

30 DAYS!!!!

That is SO great..... congrats, sister.

Are you gonna do some nice thing for yourself today?  You really deserve it, you know... just a little sumthin sumthin.. just to say "yay for me. I did it.  I am strong."

Good for you.... yay!

xox-
mj

[liscamdave]

Well thank you dear. Yes, I do feel better today. I guess it comes in waves.

I am still sneezing though..lol...About a million times a day. I just tell people its allergies..

Oh Tim, please do not feel down on yourself. We have all broken at one time or another. At least you are at the point where you want to quit. It took me three years to get there. I NEVER wanted to quit..If it were up to me, I would have kept the pills in my life forever, if I had access. It wasn't until I finally decided that they were ruining my life, and that fact that I was broke and couldn't afford them...lol...But once I felt the benefits of being clean again, AFTER the W/D subsided, was when the need to stay clean really kicked in. It is so hard and I thank god now, that I am here. Believe me tim, I have still tried to talk myself into going and getting some pills. Thinking, I am no longer addicted, so one wont hurt, just to feel the high, not even to stop w/d...Ughh...it is a life long battle. But I know you will be victorius...

Good Luck to you my friend....Many, many Hugs to you...

Lisa

[liscamdave]

Marc"E" Marc....lol...Yes, I am now treating myself to some wonderful Franch Toast...lol..Other than that, I am just thanking god. I feel so much better today. I guess you do have to take it day by day..What a struggle, huh?

How are you today? It seems you guys were up late last night, what did I miss? Is everyone in bed now....lol..

Xoxoxo...Lisa

[marcatj]

LOL.  Shel and Todd stayed up later than me... Shel talked me off the ledge, and I felt great by the time I went to bed (and Todd prayed me off the ledge.)  You know.. the up and down mood swings - to be had.

Anyway, I guess they stayed up and giggled for awhile... I'm glad :-)

xoxox
mj

[liscamdave]

Shel is wonderful. She is very supportive, caring and loving. I don't know how I would have made it to day 30 without her.

You, todd and tim...also have helped me in so many ways. I can't thank you enough. I will say a prayer that you dont come anywhere close to that ledge...

I saw a post from Hopless saying she can't do this forum anymore. Did you hear about that?

xoxo, Lisa

[marcatj]

yes... i did.  i'm not sure the status at this point, but i'm sure the others do.

i hope she stays - she's helped me tremendously - but at the end of the day, it really IS her choice.  she's gotta want to be here... i hope she does.

xox
me

[marcatj]

yes... i did.  i'm not sure the status at this point, but i'm sure the others do.

i hope she stays - she's helped me tremendously - but at the end of the day, it really IS her choice.  she's gotta want to be here... i hope she does.

xox
me

[shelby74]

Thank you sweeties - you are both too wonderful!!  I would not have made it if it weren't for you guys!

Hay do me a favor and if I fall asleep - wake me up! I am not sure my boss would understand! lol

Love ya both!!

Shelby

P.S.  My allergies have been acting up over the past 21 days too!! lol
Who would have thought??  lol

[liscamdave]

I cannot begin to tell you how many, Alavert's and Claritans, I have saved up from people handing me them to help with my allergies...lol...

Man, I wish people would have dished out the Perks like that....lol...............

xoxoxo, Lisa

[shelby74]

Tell me about it!  People sure are stingy with their dang narco's!  lol

The sneezing I do not mind as much - wayyyyy better then  the other withdrawal ****!  Although - it does make my make-up look bad.  I have to fix my face after every sneeze seems like! lol  Waterproof mascare is a must - thats all I am saying.

xoxox

shelby

[tztlady]

Congrats on your 30 days!    You are an inspiration and I do thank you for all of the helpful posts you have contributed to the forum.   Also, I am glad you have stuck around to give us hope that there is life after drugs.

[liscamdave]

Aww, thank you so much. I plan on sticking with this forum. Even now. I have found such good friends and such help here. I would be no where without it. Now, my goal, is to pass on the goodness. I want people in the beginning stages to know that there is life after w/d....and that it gets easier.

Thank you so much...

xo, Lisa