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HELP!!!!!!
I HAVE NOT BEEN ON IN A FEW DAYS BUT I HAVE BEEN DOING PRETTY GOOD up until now my dealer just called i dont know why he has calling me now and my mind is telling me to get some pills i have been clean 22 days as of today i want them soooo bad but then again i dont want to fall backwards msinsane
sorry for the late response but i was unable to get into the forum i think they are working on upgrading still i have been trying for hours to upgrade
where is your post that you were telling me about? "REASONS FOR BEING CLEAN" i am real interested in checking it out maybe i can add a reason on lol especially after the day i had thank you
where is your post that you were telling me about? "REASONS FOR BEING CLEAN" i am real interested in checking it out maybe i can add a reason on lol especially after the day i had thank you
22 days is good. You don't want to start over with using, withdrawals, spending money etc... BLOCK that caller from your phone! Or get a new number. I have a post here on the benefits of being clean. Please read it. People have been listing their reasons why being clean is good. There is close to 100 good reasons so far.
Be strong.
Be strong.
i feel you i dont know her well but i look up to her i love this forum it does help i never thought in a million yrs i would be able to talk to anyone about my addiction and since i found this forum it has taken a big stress off of me for once i can be my self and it feels good i don't have to hide who i am and people actually understand and care
I dont know I was wondering the same thing. I was driving home last night and my mind was going crazy and she kept coming to mind the way she tells people straight up how it is. She's tough but sincere. MIght sound strange but I don't want to let her down. Wanna earn her respect ya know. So you do the same and stay clean with me.
i am a new york girl so i know how togh them jersey girls can be i love how she can be soooo tough but loving at the same time i always read how she responds too people and its like a mother and a correctional officer lol where is she now i told yall i need her to come kick me in the a** or just smack some since into me
you are just the person i needed to hear from you know me well enough to know i am sitting here crying my head is going 100 miles a minute but i dont want to be a statistic anylonger i havent been on because so much in my life has changed if you didnt read my husband left me a few days after i open up to him and alot more in my life is goin on and i know this is all a test and i usually am real good when it comes to tests this is the worse one yet i miss you girl how have you been i am gonna be on here all day so i know you have alot goin on so let me know maybe later we can talk
Get the number blocked....Please!!! you have come to far for this..I was lucky my dealer got arrested, but you know what i could of been buying from him when it happened, can u imagine???
Plus they could of looked at every number in his phone...GET it blocked.....if u need i am here, just im me k?
or post and vent , cry, scream.....He is not worried about you, only your money..
but we worry and care about YOU
love
r2r
Plus they could of looked at every number in his phone...GET it blocked.....if u need i am here, just im me k?
or post and vent , cry, scream.....He is not worried about you, only your money..
but we worry and care about YOU
love
r2r
traveladdict; you have brought tears and a smile to my face but i must let this out the truth is the reason i have not been posting is my husband left me over this i told him right around the day before new years and he left me a few days later and its hurting and the pain in my head is makin me believe i need to be high to cope but i know better i love ya'll soooo much i need IBKleen to come give me a good kick in the butt lol thankyou for telling me how it is we are together in this
bmc1976 you are right i think i am gonna stay on my computer all day until i feel better this forum is wonderful thank you
bmc1976 you are right i think i am gonna stay on my computer all day until i feel better this forum is wonderful thank you
Don't justify using by saying it is an inevitably that you will fail. Justify not using by saying this will pass and I am going to be an example that not everyone relapses. You are a winner you have gone past the worst part. I also am struggling with the temptation to use lets be examples together. I need a leader to follow you are ahead of me stay that way.
Since this is your first time quitting, lets make it your Last! Just get the relapse thought out of your head. Sure, a lot of people do relapse, but there are some that don't. Try in put yourself in that percentage that doesn't relapse. Just try and take your ming off of it by doing something you enjoy such as reading or exercising. Anything but taking another pill. You've came this far so don't look back! You don't want to have to start over from square one. You can do this!
That type of thinking has to stop,not everyone relapses. You can be one of those that dont. WOW what an accomplishment that would be. You could hang your hat high with that. You could be stronger than most and a major inspiration to so many. Gotta start thinking I dont want those things or quit thinking of them altogether. Cmon you can do this. No excuses are good enough.
i know i know better but its killing me inside i want them sooo bad but i dont want to fall backwards but at times i thnk one more time wont hurt i am literally crying and hate this addiction soooo much then i keep saying to myself everyone relapses and this is my first time quitting so eventually i am gonna relapse so why not get it over with i think this addiction really makes me hate myself i think like a 3 yr old child in a candy store
We have been following each other through this process pretty close day for day. I am just reaching day 21 Three weeks! It has been many years without any pills in my system. I am fighting everyday the temptation to use. Some days I have a thousand reasons why "just two" would be ok. My shoulder, arm, or whatever hurts. The other day my shoulder hurt so bad could not sleep. Thought it would be a great reason for some pills. After some reflection I went and put on an ice pack. I did not want to come back to square one after all this time. Hang tough and tell your dealer to JUST GO AWAY AND LEAVE YOU ALONE. You stay tough and hang in there. You can resist the temptation.
Hey you don't want to give up all that hard work now do ya. It's normal to still want them. I do too. Gotta stay strong,this is just another hurdle you must get over. You can do this. Find something to do to keep you occupied until the craving fades away. Dont give in to the evil temptation. Please
NOOOOO you don't want to do this hun,you have 22 days clean. I am so proud of you .PLZ remember all of the reasons that you quit .think about how much more enjoyable life is without the pills ...stay strong
avis
avis
Just keep staying strong! 22 days is great. Just remember how much hard work and dedication it took to get this far. I think the main reasons we go through withdrawals is to remind us how hard it is to come clean. Change your phone number if you have to! Just keep going strong and this urge will pass. Best of luck!
Brian
Brian
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