Had a big surgery on Pilonidal cyst

I went a long time without opiates....

over two months..life was getting better, hard but better.

I had to get a surgery done for a pilonidal cyst on my lower back...it requires 6-8 weeks of recovery....

I was prescribed 7.5 mg hydrdocodone, 1-2 every 4 hours....this was for 2 weeks..
then 7.5 mg oxycodone..same thing for the duration...
my pain is getting better..and today I decided to stop with meds..my tolerance is already up there.

and I have another surgery in a couple weeks..hopefully the last..I am only 27 yrs old I want my life back.

which i will be back on this stuff.

well...low and behold..I woke up today withdrawling like a crazy addict.

it was just as bad as it was when I quit from 12-15 Vic tens per day back in November.

JUST AS BAD...and this was way less time and less dosage..I noticed I never really got "high" on the meds this time...I just assumed I didn't take enough...but the reality is that I my tolerance is still pretty high....

I took a 7.5 mg perct this am at 8:30 that was two hours ago..and I can already feel the tiredness, tingling, blurry vision, upset stomach, chills coming on..stiffness.

THIS *****..THIS IS A NIGHTMARE....NOW I KNOW FOR SURE WHEN THIS IS OVER I HAVE TO GO THREW THAT HELL AGAIN...If I have surgery later in life..I will live in pain..F this...I hate this.