Happy???

[questions4u]

Ok even with my back slide (well ok let me clarify I took 2 pills today, nowhere near the amount i was taking, but none the less still makes me not clean again) I know I can do this and I don't want to get on the sub.... to me it's just another drug I'll have to kick at some point. So I"m going back to my theroy of sharing some fun/positive stories, break up the monotiny of our daily "this stink, this hurts, I suck...." I'm just going give it one more shot because last Sunday I did really laugh a lot and it felt good. So if your in share something light hearted and if your not thats ok to. I'm back "clean" as of last night I took one pill in the am and one around 7pm yesterday and nothing since, feeling ok a lot of yawning but nothing to bad and I'm just telling myself that this is how its going to be and in a couple days/weeks I'll be better and what doesn't kill me makes me stronger and I CAN DO THIS! No more letting drugs get the best of me, I want the best of me for myself and my family!!! So I'm going to get some stories together and post after dinner or in the morning hope I'm not alone!

[questions4u]

Frist of all thank you all again for your support and non-judgemental attitude even with the supposrt of family they haven't gone through it so it's nice to have all of you who truly understand! Ok I'm can't think of one damn blonde joke but lets see if I can think of a good story....Here's one I've been with my boyfriend for almos 12yrs and last night was the first time I've ever farted in front of him (sorry guys here comes some TMI) and I know you women will understand this it was a period fart for those of you who don't know, these are by far THE WORST farts ever, and I thnk W/D'S aren't helping.... and I waited until he had put his head under the covers (I asked hime to look for the remote under there and then trapped him!!! Oh man I thought he was going to die, I needed the comedy so it was at his expense. Figure might as well make the 1st one a good one huh!!!.... Ok sorry to be so graphic and gross, someone else tell something now before i reget my post....lol

[tink1517]

i'm with you on the subox. issue. i feel the same, trading one drug for another, which you have to taper off too (and will have some kind of w/d) why not just taper from the pills and be done.
just my opinion of course, so many others have gone the subox route and are doing so great, what ever it takes to be off this pill sh*t, we all have our own way...

why dont you tell my a joke to get me started???
it can be a "blonde joke" if you like, LOL

Tink

[creek]

You can do this and you are not alone.  I feel the determination in your words.  We are here to listen, lighten your load when we can, and for sure be honest with you.  The honesty will enlighten and humble you.  Just remember you have many people that care here.  YOU CAN DO THIS!!!!  

Peace~