Hi All,
I have been reading this board for a long time but have never posted. Of course I find myself reading it mostly when I have run out of pills and am in a sheer panic about the withdrawal road ahead. I have been taking Vicodin for about 6 years now. For the first several I would say it was occasionally for my knee pain without feeling like I "had" to take them. About 2 years ago is when I started to go downhill. I used to be prescribed 180 5/325 norco's per month that lasted forever. Then those started dwindling in a week and I told my Dr. that I needed something stronger. I then had 120 10/325 per month which would last like 4 days. I had refills on both so for a long time I was able to get both prescriptions in a month plus my husband was injured and was prescribed 90 750/500 that they would basically refill every 7 days. I took his pills too, he didn't. He is aware of my problem and is fully supportive. I honestly can't say that he totally understands but who really does until they have been though it. I have tried to quit several times, mostly not by choice. I run out, the withdrawals kick in, then I look for a way to fill a prescription. I do not buy them because I don't know anyone to buy them from but believe me I'm sure I would have. I stumble to my bottle when I wake up in the morning, before coffee. I carry some with me when I leave the house, "just in case". They basically control me. I have a little boy that means the world to me and I tell myself that I am better when I am on them because I am so energetic and can do so much. Yeah, give me a break. I know I have a problem, I have known for a long time. I can get past the mental part of it it's the physical withdrawals that get me every single time. Ok here is my question now that you have some background. For the past several weeks I have had not had my regular prescription, ran out of course. I have been taking some 5/500, 40 in a bottle and making them last a week. That is a really big decrease from what I was taking. This has been about 3 weeks now. I haven't been feeling great but I haven't been feeling horrible either. Ok so I took 3 of them on Saturday, a half yesterday morning at 5am and nothing since. I decided to go down and get the stuff for the Thomas Recipe and I took the vitamin supplements yesterday as well as potassium, immodium and drank lots of water. I took an ambien last night to sleep. I DON'T FEEL BAD!!! I don't feel fantastic either but I am ok!! Is it safe to say that I weaned myself down enough that it's not going to be much worse. I am a little jittery, had diarrhea, shaky, etc. I am much less cloudy than I would usually be, I don't feel like I have sandbags tied to my legs, I made dinner last night which was not an effort. Most importantly I don't have the desire to rush down to pick up my prescription!!! Do you think I am out of the woods?? Or is the worse to come??? Thank you all for sharing your stories, you have helped me greatly! Good luck to everyone!