Hi everyone. I posted for a while back here in the end of March. I went completely clean for 2 weeks and then one of those darn "closed" OPs came through with a delivery and here I went again. If any of you remember me- please forgive my absence and stumble- but the fact of the matter is I'm back again, I need you more than ever, and it feels like home recognizing names and "voices" of all you angels. I am 2 days clean and in the worst of it. On top I have my own large business to run and a 2 year old. Please remind me of the hope I once had that I could make it through this!! I will keep you all posted- good or bad! loves and prayers