Here I go....

[Jerry198]

been taking 6-8 10/325's for years after and accident and at that time I had been clean for so many years I begging everyone not to let me near or shoot me with anything but it happened I was hooked in just one night and never looked back but I have 6 pills left and cant fill script till next week so I have been wanting this for so long and here I go.

1 tonight 1 in the morning 1at night 1in the morning 1at night then hit the ground running Monday morning I have tons of vitamins and stuff so I'm ready May 2015 'm going freeeeeeeee

[gnarly_1]

Hey Jerry good to see you making it  and like most of us we all want to just fast forward to get it over with  your doing great so far  keep up the good fight  time to start thinking about aftercare  N/A has been the magic bullet for me google N/A meeting in your area.......Gnarly

[Jerry198]

Yo bro I know its only day 4 but I have that nickel for you no better time than now to start that saving....

[Jerry198]

DAY 4 AHHHHHHHHHHHH yesterday was HELLLLLL man do I need sat to be here asap I just feel like I should feel hahaha an bohoho all at the same time.

[Jerry198]

calling quits on a busy Monday no highly recommended hahaha but made it and here I go on tues. feeling tore up but doing it....

[Jerry198]

it is fast taper and im FEELING it today should have broken some in half but oh well I have a strong mind for the most part I think most of us could get through this but the sleep thing is a killer the RSL&A is just crazy that's the killer if we could sleep it would be half the battle but getting outside is what made it for me thus far here goes Monday.

Good luck to everyone else may the battle begin.

[gnarly_1]

Hey Jerry good to see your taking your life back....as for your taper it is kinda fast so your going to feel it  you mines as well just jump and get it over with  keep in mind this is 1/3 phyical and 2/3 mental be ready to fight it out on both fronts  I have said this a million times  ''but you just got to be ok without being ok for a wile''' this to shale pass  as for the phyical  symptoms a hot soak in epsom salt bath goes a long way with most of the symptoms  rent a bunch of moves  most people dont sleep doing this  keep forcing the gatoraid  you need to flush your system out and keep a positive attitude it really helps  we are here for you so post and post again we all want to see you make it......................Gnarly

[winthewar]

They are all very right Jerry if you don't cut out your supply chain iy won't happen I was 5 days with only taking 2 2mg subs and went and filled my script now I'm rigjt back where I started and playing mind games on myself I no the struggle keep it up and let us no how your doing!  

[Jerry198]

feeling crappy and I have a loaded Monday no pain no gain but pretty sure wont be my smiling go getter self haha blew off a bbq last night with family just to burned out and the staying busy sat took it out of me should have thought the taper out longer but oh well I have an all day event that I have to attend today this should be interesting just keep the gatorade coming and the sunglasses on.....

[Cricketk92]

Morning Jerry
Just checking in to see how you are doing?  Are you ready for Monday to finally get free of these devils???  
Bananas and yogurt are good for you!  Keep stocked up on the bananas they really help with detox!
Let us know how you are doing!!!
Karen

[Jerry198]

this ***** just like the last time thought I was going to pass out when I put the script in the shredder 180 pills on thurs. bye bye beautiful day in so cal heading out for some air thanks for all the support did I mention I slept 3 hours last night hahaha expecting bought the same tonight just ate a pile of bananas an bunch of yogurt wish me luck check back in tonight.

[Cricketk92]

Hi Jerry!  Good for you wanting to quit!!  Thats a great step in the right direction!!  I would agree that you should cancel that script...it will be way too tempting to know that it is there waiting for you! If you can cut all your ties to the pills it will give you a better chance at success!  Our addict minds will give us any reason to go out and get more!  I know for me if I didnt do that I would have been back at my Dr many times over the last 5 months!  
Its good that you have the vitamins and are getting ready!!  Have you started taking them yet?  Give them a chance to start building up in your system!
We are here for you!
Keep on posting and let us know how you are getting on!!!
Karen

[Yesidid]

I am not going to be the one to shoot you down Jerry but dude I could retire if I had a nickel for every time a panicked addict who was temporarily out of drugs came here then disappeared. I AM you Jerry. I get it. I really do man. But if you are Really ready to get off this ride, call tomorrow and cancel your script. Call Monday and tell your doc you want No More. It's hard buddy but not impossible! You can do it!

[chig1130]

Hey Jerry and Welcome,
Glad you made the "right decision to be free of the pain meds. You will get a lot of support on here. You will be really glad to be FREE. Just know you can and will do it. Im cheering you on. Just jump on here and vent anytime you need to. I have sure done plenty of it today.lol  You already know the journery, as I see its not your first time, I had surgery and did the same thing as you. We wont do it again, that's for sure.
Stay Strong, and God Bless
Chig