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[denise3606]

I am on day two of taking Hydro...I am hanging in there a Minute  at a time and need support

[denise3606]

Remember an hour at a time at work and then it is lunch time and then you are on your way home..You hang in there too...We can do this...I have been up for hours...I have been reading and forcing myself to eat breakfast and go for a walk....Check in on you later...Hugs Denise

[toothfairie]

i hope your day gets better hon.....this will be my first day back to work....i got in at 1pm so i have a few hours to get myself psyched up for it...yes just try to keep yourself busy and before you know it the hours will be clicking off..

[denise3606]

Holy Cow, it is day #7  Still tired and still want the pills and still think about them, but my choice is not to take any today..Today I am going to make a list of a few things to do to keep my mind off the pills..You are so right I too , lost things or misplaced and hurt my back more because I was always on the go...I am really sick of that..Life is hard enough, we don't need crap like this to make it worse. I will probably be here quite a bit today because this is my refuge..I don't feel alone and you are so right the pitty pot is not becoming..The list will help with that and here...Have a good day all..Love you Denise

[Success007]

You are the best , Gods a big part of my recovery and strength. I believe we cross paths for a bigger reason.  Today started bad , but I feel good right now, this minute.    Denise I see you said u became forgetful. I did,mforget to pay property taxes,,lost stuff, was daring also. Taking risks, being stupid. The oxy and perks made me down right crazy. Risking things. I was a mess and didn't even see it .     Maybe it's why we want to quit, that high is no longer, it's destroying us.   The trade of is not worth our life, health, freedom.  I hate oxy and all that junk. It's my enemy. My biggest enemy. Whatever made me wanna kick the habit and give me the courage after. 3. 1/2 yrs is unclear. We know when it's time.   Anything worth a damn never comes easy, and here we sit.    I will say keeping busy makes me forget about my pitty party zombie feeling, we need to get our minds busy,milling again, with the new and improved " us" .   I left and got some paint and then stopped by a rental that the people just moved from, it was the worse condition I've seen , and its local, but you would swear they didn't move. Leaving nice things behind.   I was sad, but then I began feeling happy as I started to clean and stop thinking of the aches and pains of detox.     Life works in weird ways, u Denise inspired me to leave today, I almost wasn't.    I love you guys and need you. I don't think I could do this as painless and scared and alone feeling. ........   So I appreciate all of you peace and detox come to us all !!!!! God Bless- Lynn

[denise3606]

I say we go to Disneyland..I go there quite often to visit two of my girls and I can get three people in for free..Yeah..D-land...Here we come and clean to boot...Love you

[denise3606]

Hope I don't offend anyone, but here it is..Back from Church..Want a pill all day, but I love My Savior and I know He loves each and everyone of us and not matter how dark our places are in life there is always light in Him..Also know He send us Angels to help us because we are so important to Him and He knows us by name..Our trials here on earth is but a short moment and with these trials we learn and we grow and we help one another. I realize that it was not my choice to addicted to pain pills, but it is my choice to not have anymore. And this is what I choose for Today...One Day at A Time..One Hour, One minute..I am so grateful for the angels that my Heavenly Father has sent to me on this forum...Trust me if you really knew me you would understand that me finding my way here was a gift from God...Love you guys..I will be back...I still want a pill..Not taking one though...Not today....