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A great resource is in the Health Pages for New pople navigating the site. copy and paste this into your browser.
http://www.medhelp.org/health_pages/Addiction/PLEASE-READ-SITE-NAVIGATION-FOR-NEW-PEOPLE-/show/369?cid=66
I have another question for everyone out there. What has been scaring me this year (because I've only realized it this year), is when I wasn't taking pain pills, every time I would feel happy just living, I would start to really crave a Vicodin because I had so come to associate happiness with Vicodin. And if there was any Vicodin around, I would take one to . . . increase this feeling of happiness I was already feeling. But then taking the Vicodin would somehow short-circuit the true happiness I was feeling and get me to start craving Vicodin for this again! How in the world does one break this pattern??? Because I know I have the potential for feeling true happiness at times, not just the emotional pain and sadness that usually leads to my taking hydrocodone in its various forms. How do I let myself "just be happy" without having to validate this happiness, or is it control this happiness, by adding a pill to it?
Thank you for listening.
good luck