I feel awful today.

[ggin35]

I drank two bottles of wine and two beers. I had backpain earlier and I've been a little down lately. Now I feel sick to go along with all of that. Gonna be a a long day. :( Just venting again. Hope you are all doing better than me!

[chrosty]

Hey I dont think ive posted u before but it  caught my eye when u said "I feel awful today" because that is how i feel all the time as well. Why? Because everytime i try to quit i go one or two days and the horribleness that comes with vic withdrawl always makes my mind find a way to get some more. Then i start back on day one again like an idiot. I just wanted u to know that everytime i go without the vics i feel awful too but some of the ppl on here are they only thing that keeps me going b/c some are two or three months or even longer without any pills so keep ur head up and im thinkin of u lots of luv~Chros

[LadySundown]

I've been here since Feb. and I've seen a lot of people kick their addictions. I'm sure you will, too. It just takes a little while to really get your mind to realize you have to take the power away that the pills have over you.

Most people are stronger than they realize and I think that's the case with you. Juse imagine being totally free from pills. Sounds great but a little scary, right??

Keep taking steps forward. Take care.....LS