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5549258 tn?1449083082

I found 2 oxys and Flushed them

Im cleaning my home and found 2 oxy 30s, There goes 50 bucks, in the toilet.. but u know what, Im more determined  then anything to stay off them, They make me so sick.. I cant believe i just flushed them.. whats this mean? Have i reached the point where im just so tired, and i do not have another withdrawal in me at all, Im sad but happy at the same time.. Im emotional.
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5904477 tn?1390245415
Stayingclean - Awesome job at flushing!  You are getting stronger every day!  
MSdelight - I never heard emotional diarrhea!  Lol. I love that!  Its exactly what those raw emotions feel like!
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5549258 tn?1449083082
thanks guys, its not easy to flush, thats my first time in 5 years doing that, i guess theres comes a point where you just cant go through the w/d anymore,
@ Bubulous I havent had a dream like that yet, but mabe someday, this is what i try to do, Make it a point to Remember your own withdrawl experence, I was watching a video on youtube about oxy contin and how people would go through a week of **** and feel fine then resort back to using again, wash,rinse and repeat, I cant repeat anymore.. actually i believe the video was on heroin, heres the link.. I DO repeat this video as much as i need to.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5nk9dwsEC_o&list=FLrAn9_KCY8hcg2IH04AlJaA
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1551327 tn?1514045867
I have flushed before too.  Have you had a dream where you turn them down yet?  I did a few days ago and that felt great....even though it was not really real:)
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1416133 tn?1351123217
A lifetime of freedom... or $50 bucks... yeah, you made the right choice :)
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480448 tn?1426948538
So funny, when I read the title of your thread, I read it to the tune of "I kissed a girl and I liiiiiked it....".  Don't ask me why, but I did, and it totally fit.

It's such a wonderful thing, it SHOULD be sung!
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1235186 tn?1656987798
We love flushing party's.
that's a huge step in your recovery.
Great job.
Keep up the good work.
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4341997 tn?1514588688
awesome job on flushing!!!  I did that over a year ago....very freeing for sure!!  
way to go!!!  
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3100005 tn?1508291801
THUMBS UP!!
What an amazing feeling!!!!
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5549258 tn?1449083082
Thanks Rosy, And all of you for your courage, I was thinking of you guys when i did it, Do not want to disappoint ;)
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Just so proud of you
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5549258 tn?1449083082
The mind plays so many tricks, But gotta fight and fight to win.. Fight hard, its hard but can be completed.  I feel peace.
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5549258 tn?1449083082
yes, It is a good feeling and was really hard, yep 25 bucks a piece even though im still going through hell, not that bad and not enough to go back, BUT i also knew that if i took them, tomorrow i would be off to the races and i dont want that anymore, Im tired, really tired of speeding of to the races when i ran out of them.. I didnt even think twice about flushing them, something came over me and like took me to my bathroom and dropped them in the toilet, flushed and didnt look back.  If i can do it.. Trust, you guys can Munster the courage to do the same if needed.
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2083449 tn?1381354708
$50 ?? Are you kidding me? Wow! Good for you! Be proud of yourself. You are inspiring. Take care!
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Flushing really gives you a good sense of freedom doesn't it???
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6109773 tn?1381071043
Aww that's soo rad! I am soo happy for u. I just love flushing parties! Great job friend!
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5986700 tn?1380791380
That's f* ckin awesome......you have no idea how great that was........I'm in awe as I've never done it.....like to think I could but I don't  know.
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The emotions are going to come out. It's part of the detox. Emotional diarrhea. DO NOT take any emotional immodium!  Let it out. No way around it.it will only be a couple days.
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5549258 tn?1449083082
Thank you guys!   Ive flushed smaller things like hydro 5  but I in no way underestimate this because oxy 30 was my drug of choice, so i am proud, I just want to live clean, thats all i want, this **** makes me cry becuase it was hard but i can never go through w/d again, w/d has killed my father and almost killed me before, i just hope, i mean really hope i dont ever relapse.. I cant keep killing myself like this, this disease is the worst, these pills make made so sick when i took them, and tripple sick when i came off, btw, i dont have the option of sub or methodone, and im glad although this is hell, I do not like what i have become but on the bright side, I can start new, I just proved to myself, I can do this.. I have always been a strong person but opiate addiction has had a grip on me from 5 years ago, Im free now, Thats all.
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2107676 tn?1388973859
Wow, I have never flushed a pill in my life and always so amazed at people who can do it.
I guess I have never hidden any pills either.  I always knew how many I had and where they were.
I still don't know what I would do if I found any.  I would love to think I had the strength to flush them now.
You really should be proud of yourself because that takes a lot of strength.
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5347058 tn?1381188426
Great job! You should be very proud of yourself. That took some serious grit to do. Keep your guard up and keep fighting!
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Avatar universal
WAY TO GO!!!!!
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Hey! Good job! I'm so proud of you!
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