I hope no one takes this the wrong way

[lynnalb15]

But I am separating myself from the boards for a bit. I have a detox plan and am taking myself down in the next two weeks before I jump off and quit. But being on here and reading all the pain everyone's in us scaring me and the best thing for me as of now is to stay away until I am clean. Before I change my mind. Thank u all for your support and help. And I hope you all are well. Wish me luck talk to you soon! Lynn

[hiwpew523]

Good luck to you. I did exactly what you are doing; I found that I was experiencing so much anxiety reading about others' struggles. It is not that I don't care - I just got myself so worked up and started expecting the worst. Fear is not what we need when we are starting this journey. On the other hand, the people here are wonderfully honest and helpful; they will be here when you need them.

It did help me to find one or two who seemed to have a similar situation and exchange private messages.

I wish you the best as you take these steps.

[kurtisdopesick]

If you come back on let us know how your doing : )

Im 18 days now and i feel soooo much better than i did, so it actually does get better : )

Were Rootin for you : )

[akitagurl12]

Good luck Lynn!  See you on the other side:)  Please don't be scared.  I mean, detox can be uncomfortable but it does end & gets better. But being an active addict is way harder and will never end, and only get worse.  You can & will beat this!

[dominosarah]

Take care of you first and foremost.  

[littlebit667]

Do what you have to, but remember we are here if you need us!  If you don't want to read the board...message any of us here and we will help.  That way you don't have to read the board just the message!  Good luck and take care!!!

[Sonrissa]

Hi Lynn, gosh I sure hope I wasn't the one who scared you away! I totally understand and I also take break away from here sometimes! I sincerely wish you the best and will keep you in my prayers! Can't wait until you come back with great news! Hope you enjoy your baby girls birthday! Take good care! Have faith!

[Free2agoodhome]

I understand..I did the same......

Remeber though,,,,the pain is necessary...suffering is optional....that's why were here....

Much support


Free~

[Sarah11212]

Good luck to you Lynn!

I have done the same thing for the past month or so. You do what's best for YOU.

We'll be here when you get back!