I might be down..but I'm not staying there..67 days and counting

[sadinmichigan]

Hi to all....67 days and STILL counting..wow...what a ride..!!! Anyway..I might be down but this girl isn't staying down..I am much too stubborn and determined. it's going to take a h#ll of alot more than all this **** I have to deal with..God help me..lol I had to take a break this past few days (seems like forever) I miss all of you..I really was unable to form a complete sentence until Sunday...and thats when it happened....I decided to garden (my passion) and of course my family was very happy to see that because I haven't wanted or cared to do much. Anyway..i bent over to pull some weeds and blew my lower back out..Very painful to say the least..I have some problems with discs L-4&5 and my S-1 joint..I am thinking of going to the e.r and getting a few shots to get a control of it and maybe muscle relaxers..I definatey don't want a pain rx..I want also thank everyone for your kind words,support, love and concern..I am going to be ok..Thats the way it has to be..it's not over till it's over..I lost contact with my daughter but we will see what happens..thats all still a mess. I am trying to turn my energy in a different direction instead of going down!! Thanks to all of you..you have helped keep me sane (i think) lol  Much love to all of you..

[Mikeinthesouth]

"Dead Limb" Thats a new one for me. LOL Never heard of it put that way. Wife can't call me a dead limb she says my limb is way to ready for fun. LOL No offense mean't just kidding you guys...

[sadinmichigan]

damn thelma...i am the one that is "confused".the dead limb (husband) and pain is truly messing with me..I just took a shower..LOL since Sunday...LMAO...yeah  i know...anyway..I made it out alive.. I guess i do need to  start a new post..sooo i think I will...I love all of you..thankyou

desperate-  my back still is wacked..my daughter is too..but i am ok..lol

[desperate1111]

You may need to start a new post, look how long this is. I think you are well loved here. Hope all is well with you, your back and your daughter.

[confused456]

Ah....sorry it took me so long to get back to ya. Geeeeezzzzzzzzzzzz, my house looks like I had a damn hurricane and tornado both go through it...LOL....but it was just the 8 yr old, the 13 yr. old, the 15 yr. old, and the 34 yr. old, LMAO and the 2 dogs........nice. Anyway, I thought I was Thelma......dang you are in pain......LMAO.....anyway, I am good but heck I was a horndog on pills too. LMAO.....as for my tummy, it seems OK during the day but then at night, OMG, I wanna die!! It is insane....have not a f***ing clue what is up with it. I know it sucks though. Take some Motrin and get your rest!!! ♥♥♥♥♥

[sadinmichigan]

Thanks..I really am at a loss with the whole back pain right now..really debating on some pain meds..but dang...don't really want to go there..Anyway..I shouldn't have been removing sod..lol..this double tough (lol) lady is takin it easy for sure..no choice..

[TJack]

Hey Lisa,  How are you girl?  I am so sorry you have been suffering with your back.
Hope you are better real soon and then go very easy on the yard work..........
Hang in there Hon.  TJ

[CadillacJack]

I've told you before, and I'll tell you again. I think it's an understatement to say that you a a "double tough" lady.

As for the back pain... If gardening hurts your back, then don't do that. It's obviously destructive behavior. I was think about doing some of that myself, till I read your post. It'll have to wait.

[sadinmichigan]

I think it's because we aren't on pills anymore...? How are you feeling today Louise? i hope your stomach ache is gone..I am in so much frickin pain..keep going back to lay down and falling asleep everytime..lol  Pain takes alot out of you..xo..

[confused456]

Maybe we are just a bunch of horndog women!!

[confused456]

Rose...that is a great ?.......I normally hear men Bit@hing about not getting it enough......well......WTF........LMAO

[sadinmichigan]

sounds like a plan  (smile)  miss you too..

[Rose703]

(((((LISA)))))

Oh girl I have missed you so badly!!!! I'm so happy you're back on here and celebrating 67 days, YOU GO GIRL!!!!

Now about the big "O" issue, why is it that we always seem to be the ones complaining about not getting any?? LOL!! I'm getting it but just not nearly enough!! LMAO!!!!

Maybe we can chat sometime this afternoon?!?!?

[sadinmichigan]

thankyou my friend..I really appreciate all that you have said to me..Everyone here has helped me in more ways than they all know. It is very overwhelming at times..(in a good way). I am constantly blown away by the support, love,concern,and honesty from the hearts of all here..thankyou with all of my heart

[gator145]

Hi to all.... Hello Lisa,
67 days and STILL counting..wow...

That's real good.
what a ride..!!!    You are doing great.....
Anyway..I might be down but this girl isn't staying down..

That's a good attitude Lisa don't let anything get you down where you can't get up.... If you need our help we are all just a few key strokes away......

I am much too stubborn and determined.

It's good to see your determination, resiliance, stamina...... Good qualities.... And "still counting" shows you are looking tward the future...... That's just great.....

it's going to take a h#ll of alot more than all this **** I have to deal with..

You've had tougher struggles, some just were less important than the ones in front of you now....God help me..

He will.... He sends the rest of us to handle the things he knows we can help you with....

lol I had to take a break this past few days (seems like forever) I miss all of you..

Well we missed you too Lisa.....

I really was unable to form a complete sentence until Sunday...

I know exactly what you mean..... Can't find the right words. Nothing sounds right. Just gotta get away from it all.....

and thats when it happened....I decided to garden (my passion) and of course my family was very happy to see that because I haven't wanted or cared to do much.

That's good because that shows they truly care about you and love you..... Glad to see you got out......

Anyway..i bent over to pull some weeds and blew my lower back out..Very painful to say the least.

Without a doubt.

I have some problems with discs L-4&5 and my S-1 joint..I am thinking of going to the e.r and getting a few shots to get a control of it and maybe muscle relaxers..

Good idea that way you can be sure there is no further damage......

I definatey don't want a pain rx..I want also thank everyone for your kind words,support, love and concern..I am going to be ok..

you sure will, and you are well on your way so stay with it.

Thats the way it has to be..it's not over till it's over..Keep that level of control it makes things easier to deal with......I lost contact with my daughter but we will see what happens..  

.. Bows and flows of angel hair and ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons everywhere, I've looked at clouds that way
But now they only block the sun they rain and snow on everyone
So many things I would have done, but clouds got in my way

(Judy Collins).



What a great thought..... Those cloud have to move some time and there are brighter days right behind them....


thats all still a mess.

Things are not always the way we would like them to be, but they are always the way that they are..... We cannot change the way they are only the way they are going to be.

I am trying to turn my energy in a different direction instead of going down!!

And we are here to try to help you do that....

Thanks to all of you..you have helped keep me sane (i think) lol Much love to all of you..

And you too Lisa, stay well,

Gator

[sadinmichigan]

Thankyou again..I still of course haven't slept yet..But i am not even tired..My back is KILLING me and it hurts more to lay down..So...I will call before I get all loopy..lol  It's 4am..dang..I'll be sitting here drinking my coffee..YUM..(probably another reason I can't sleep

[confused456]

Awwww....I didn't mean to make you cry!! Much love and can't wait to chat! ♥♥♥♥♥

[sadinmichigan]

hey sweetie...I just read your pm..Thankyou..made me cry..I'll be talking you tomarrow for sure..love you xo

[confused456]

I am sure it isn't that because that is on the right side and most of my pain is on the left and right in the middle. Don't call too early...LMAO.....actually you know you can anytime!! I will be up by 7:30 for sure though cuz that is when the house will be empty!! I need my alone time ALL the time....LOL
I am gonna try to sleep and will talk to ya tomorrow. Love ya! ♥♥♥♥♥

[sadinmichigan]

I love ya girl..I can't wait to talk to you..Are you sure your not having an appendix problem..I had that and it caused intense stomach pain..

[confused456]

Yes it helped and yes I have my appendix...about the only thing I still got...LOL
I look forward to hearing from you and I am assuming you got my PM....love ya too

[sadinmichigan]

I will call you in the am..I am sorry your stomach hurts. And I am soooo sorry you have had to go through so much..I do hope getting it out and talking about it helped as horrible as it is..I will be praying for you my friend..I love you honey..try putting a heating pad on your stomach..do you have your appendix still..

[confused456]

HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   I am really sorry Lisa...girl you got my digits....use em damn it!! LOL
Seriously though, I went through some major soul searching kind of BS and all that and it wasn't good. For the first time EVER, I opened up in detail about some horrid **** in my life that no one knows and it has been tearing me up forever. Tonight, I sit in a fetal position in my chair due to the pain in my stomach and yes, I can type a joke but man I feel like dying!!

[sadinmichigan]

LMFAO>>> flying solo...that i can do..LOL  damn men,,(sorry guys)  I can't even remember the last time I had s-x...hehehe  serious...I think i need to try it out....LOL

Hi Jacqui--- you were just what I was thinking about since confused is cracking up all day...I love it though..reminds me of the good ole days...( when i was first on this site)

YEAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

[Jacqui805]

all right, I hear confused is crackin' jokes?  Go ahead, make my day..make me laugh...PLEASE!  : )