and im drinking now cause i feel like ****
i feel guilty...i drank last night :(
how did the doctor appt go?? congratulations on your acceptance to college. that is awesome. well between college and the community service that will certainly keep you busy. how are you feeling?
hugs
debbie
at the moment, im just super busy...i just got accepted to college and am working on my community service hrs daily ill look into help soon :)
great job on not drinking. that is great you are going to see the doctor about a taper plan.
ok so no aa i just dont think that the therapist once a week is going to give you the support you need.
do you have any other plans for added support or help?
my pills got all wet! ruined my taper i just have powder from what i could get left over. Im going to the doctor tomorrow with my step dad and we are going to discuss the xanax/valium taper plan, hopefully it works. And again, NO AA for me lol been to a couple meetings, not my type of therapy or support. Hugs
hey hun, you need some local support. why dont you like aa?
it isnt only for alcoholics, it pertains to any substance.
it will give you the tools you need to help keep you clean.
you have been struggling for awhile.
maybe you should also see a psychiatrist or an addiction specialist. many ,many times the anxiety is actually worse on the xanax.
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i am very truly sorry to hear about the loss of your mom...............
please stay around and continue to post for support. will you beable to stick to the taper? i hope and pray you will be strong and courageous.
sending hugs,hope,encouragment,prayers,
debbie
but i do see a therapist once a week...
not a big AA fan....i have absolutley no desire or craving for alcohol anyway
It is probably everything combined (WD, depression, xanax etc.). Are you eating healthy? Do you have any support? Once you get off the Xanax you will feel so much better. You will be able to think clearly and you will not be so sleepy. You may want to look into some counseling for your depression. Also aftercare for addiction. AA since you used to abuse alcohol.
i dont know the sleepiness could be a number of things even some things combined ( xanax, depression, and my low heart rate) I just dont know! LOL, i feel too young to be going through all this but i have great faith that it will all be over before i know it and I will be able to live life SOBER, without this cloudy haze.
That is good that you are sleeping. I was just trying to see if the sleeping was the depression or if the xanax make you sleepy. When I took xanax they made me sleepy.
well it used to not make me sleepy because i used to drink alcohol and i would get hangovers so bad that hurt my nerves and wacked me out to where id snort xanax, sometimes reaching 6 mgs a day...those days are over. now that i just take xanax even at 3.5 I still get all sleepy...i think thats odd, cause i hear that people lose sleep when tapering.
Did the xanax make you sleepy when you took it (the 4mg)?
so far so good...ive pretty much stayed home and been sleepy and depressed. I went out to lunch today and the light hurt my head really bad and i kinda felt the loss of fog that xanax gives. I start taking valium tonight ( 10 mg) and xanax (.5) along with some melatonin. Ive just been so sleepy, but i think it could just be from depression from a loss ive had recently. I just hope things arent different when i have to get back out and work on monday, especially when I drive I get high anxiety and panic. I usually end up taking more xanax than normal if i start panicking on the road...
Hello Jane, you are not alone. In this forum we are all here to help and support you. So happy to hear you quit alcohol. Best of luck and God bless...
how are you doing on your taper?
i have been on 4 mgs for about 8 months now been perscribed xanax for 2 years Nov 2009, started off as needed, then .5 a day gradually up to 4mgs. for the most part i have been on 4mgs all year.
It is hard to say how your WDs will be as everyone is different. (depends on how long you were using, how much you were using, your age) I read your post and I wasn't sure how many years you have been on the higher dose of 4mg per day?
hey gnarly_1 thanks for that info, I am going to follow the plan that they posted for 4mg Taper. One question, do you know if I will still experience withdrawal symptoms while tapering? Or will they be very minimal? Just a bit weary as I am doing this kinda on my own.
look up that wed sit they have taper plans there
thank you! i think i may slower the taper .25 every two weeks, tonight has been a little rough. Thank God for melatonin!
HI A few yr ago I came off 4mgf of xanex it took almost a yr it really helps to have a doctor you taper as your body adjust to the dose and your wothdrawl symptoms go away it can take a wile where not aloud to discuss taper plans or dosing info in the forum but I have a web site of the leading expert in bezos she is well know wold wide I think you will find what your looking for at her web sit here it is good luck keep posting for support and God bless heres that site
The Ashton Manual - benzo.org.uk
gooogle the whole thing as writen it will bring you to her web site