I would just like to say...

[Iwilldothis2]

I love the responses on this forum, everyone being supportive, sending positive and encouraging energy. I absolutely love it. I'm still hanging in there day 12 I believe but whose counting, lol! Stay focused guys and keep your eye on the prize :). I've just starting viewing these next few weeks as a really bad break up. You know we go through the motions before we're like okay I'm over it. To everyone starting this journey, keep your head up and don't be afraid of failing. The veterans  will tell you that they've failed more times than they can count but the most important thing is to dust yourself off and try it again. I have also realized that I should just ride the wave, meaning not forcing myself to be normal before my brain and body is back at 100%... Many blessings to you all ~

[tryingtocope39]

Love the "bad break-up" analogy! That's exactly what it is! I'd never thought of it that way.
Congratulations on coming so far! Stay the course & it just gets better from here on out!

[otoh]

so glad your on board...great advice to ride the wave, because that's sure what it feels like. day 12 for you, you are well on your way...and your attitude is wonderful, it is like a bad break up. keep posting we need you !

[Nursey7]

I am so happy for you and so proud!!  You are being the great woman God made you to be!!  You will see so many more blessings as time goes on, especially in the eyes of those beautiful children!!  Halloween, Thanksgiving and Christmas will be so much brighter!!!  I know I am going to focus more on the true meaning of Christmas this year- Jesus Christ, my Lord and Saviour. Day 12 that is so cool; hang in there!  Oh yeah I can't remember if I asked but do you have any refills, appointments, any sources?  Any aftercare?  You are right the people on here are amazing!!! ;-)