IBKlean

[msinsane]

i have been going through so much i do not want to post but i have to put this out here i also had to leave the forum because that was best for me but i must let you know you have meant alot to me and i have appreciated you and if you are leaving because that is what is best for you then i wish you the best of luck and i personally want you to  know YOU alone have helped me in my recovery since i have become clean it seems every thing in my life is falling apart i have just left the hospitol my daughter is extremely ill and i know everyone knows my husband is divorcing me but my point is i would never even put it on here but i want you to know how much you meant to me when it came to me popping a pill several times just reading a post you wrote or responded to prevented me from popping and i am sooooo selfish i do not want you to leave but how can i possibly ask you to stay if i know that is not best for you it is only best for mr and how i dare even suggest you stick around when i know i could not stick around when times got tough because it was not good for me i hope all of your dreams come true and one last word and i do not care who does not like this and i might get kicked out of here but i do not care i always get my friends back so as far as the comments i read by naughtyone i think you are a grown women extremely jealous of the friendships some of us had built and you need to be careful who you call pathetic and when it comes to IBKlean you could NEVER compare your name does not deserve to be put in the same sentence and it is a shame you feel the way you do as a grown women i am only 29 and i could never imagine being your age and feeling the way you do hey maybe it stinks to be jealous at the age you are and please if you have anything to say you can come directly to me you wish you could hold the position IBKlean held and if it does not matter to you then why the heck are you reading this??????????????????????

[road2recovery]

Gosh i miss u, i am praying for you, and i am so darn proud of you for staying clean through all of this...
I know you are going through so much right now, but you are very strong, and dont' forget that....u are one of the sweetest girls i have ever meant, and i adore our friendship...You are loved by many..
So hang in there, and u will make it through!!!
Miss u
r2r

[lostmarbles]

thanks for the update

[bandnmom]

I'll be praying for you and your daughter. What is wrong with her? I hope nothing to serious. I know how it is to have a child with something wrong. I do not wish it upon anyone. Is your hubby there with you at least?

[gizzy32]

just to let you guys know, she hasn't been on the computer and i got a pm from her last night. she pm me from a coffee shop and i'm pretty sure her computer is down.  she has stayed clean through the hell she has been through and i am proud of her. lets pray her daughter gets well soon.

[lostmarbles]

I hope your daughter gets better and soon and so sorry you are going through such alot at ths time... there are many great people on here as you know and I hope that those who are able including myself can carry on the great support, advice and kindness given by others who have moved on and continue the good help... As Magi said, we are all here... keep posting

[flmagi]

Please stick around and post. You still have lots of people who care about whats happening to you. And yes we will all miss Bonnie so much and wish her the best. And I'm still not happy with "you know who". But we'll be here for you, Kristina. I know it's hard to post when you're going thru tuff times, I did the same thing.  Just remember we're here.
Magi

[oxyaddict420]

Like you, I am never afraid of speaking my mind about something or someone.. It sux when people get on here and talk trash, or call people names.. They seem to think they have sort of idea about who or what a person is about based on a few comments they read here and there.  I persoanlly am not sure what you meant by that person you are talking about, or what happened, but I am sure it wasn't nice.

I prey for you daughter, and you as well.  I am getting the help I need very soon, and things will be much better for me.. I am sure as long as you stay clean things can only get better.. Imagine if you were popping pills, spending money you can't afford and escaping through the pills how bad things would be!! So it is going to get better!

YOU CAN DO THIS

IT WILL GET BETTER

THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT CARE ABOUT YOUR RECOVERY

[hopsing94]

Hey we have missed you. I haven't been on much lately myself but I miss everyone. Stay strong and things will work out. I will say a prayer for you and your daughter. IBKleen is going to do great. She needs a break,she helped so many of us. She is one of the great ones and nobody can take that from her.

Gizz good morning to ya bro. How have you been. I miss chatin with ya and I see you have been keeping everyone in line lol

[gizzy32]

good post. hey sweetie, i got your messages and i am so sorry you are going through this. many miss you on here, but no one more than me. i will call today, i didn't realize you were having phone problems. i have been worried about you and know you can't get on here right now. please hang in there, we will talk today. i have to go back to work for a few hours.  miss you. i felt like i lost 2 of the closest people on here, you and bonnie.  we will talk soon