So weird...I am new here...10 days clean for me! The thing you said about lying on your stomach and rocking ur hips...OMG that is the only way I can sleep. Just thought that was interesting. KEEP FIGHTING or Rockin ur hips or whatever it takes!
Thanks for the post Fladdict. i'll look at that.
I have a dog and it has began hiding under the bed because its back and head is raw!!!!! LOL Thanks carr
L-tyrosine does NOT help produce endorphins. Its helps dopamine and other neurotransmitters. The best things for endorphin producing are DLPA, Methionine, or Sam-e None of these should be taken with a prescription anti depressant.
Any amino or supplement info can be found in my profile its just a click away. I did research on this for a few weeks.
Chad, you are a good egg. Keep fighting the good fight. Posting is taking action. And action is what you need.
Relax, that is the exact thought that kept me from slipping. I must say however that I really have left myself noway to get the drugs. My wife has them hid and I haven't even tried to find them ( i doubt that I could) because deep down I don't want to. I think this was the best thing that I suggested, I also told her to keep up with the number left. She has been great!!!! Thanks for the reminder though.
Looking, what is clonidine??
chad...one more thing....if u have a cat..pet its fur off its back...cats help to reduce stress...proven fact....i have several hairless kitties right now...lol
carrie
Just wanted to add that people suggested clonidine for anxiety/withdrawal. It is a script-and a godsend!! These other people here know more but that made my w/d so much easier!! Just thought I would send what helped me. Keep going. And listening to these people-they have so much to give!!
We don't know each other and tonight has been my first time posting, but I want to say this....if you think you feel down while struggling with your thoughts and trying not to take more; just think how down you'll feel if you slip up. Don't waste the time and effort you already have put in to this.
Hoping you may have a restful night.....take care
chad, a sense of humor is a good weapon in kicking drugs.....if we cant laugh at us we would just get pissed at those that do and dont have a reason too...glad ur doing better....dont ya just hate banana's? and their peelings...lol...i have 79 days clean today and i had the worst urge to go use and hide in the fog....its still there but not as strong...remember that these are feelings and the mind is a powerful tool that we as addicts will use in the most rotten ways sometimes....having said that...feelings are just that and they DO pass....hopefully on to a better one as time goes by and we maintain some control of our disease....u are not alone by no means and i am here for u chad...as for the earthquake....insurance might not be a bad idea...lol i used to lay on my bed on my stomach and rock my hips from side to side.....it was something to do i guess...anyways....stay strong chad...i luff ya....xxx
carrie
Carrie, if my leg shakes anymore my wife is going to call and get earthquake insurance on the house and we live nowhere near a faultline. LOL I will try the breathing exercise, I find it so hard to get control of the anxiety. Thanks for caring enough to write.
Chad
Thanks alot Flatddict, I did not know that about the L-tyrosine. I had read that it can help produce endorphins and since I have been so down today I thought it may help. I will not take anymore and take your advice. I am taking C.
With all that was said above, I am still undetered but those thoughts were there and I am writing honest posts so that I see it written and understand that one false move and I could slip. Thank you so much for the quick response and I am going to do this, today was just a banana peel and I was running to fast to see it. Thank God I stumbled but didn't fall.
Chad
chad, sweety, breathe....just breathe....maybe doing some breathing exercises will help with the anxiety...such as....breathe in for 10 seconds...hold it for 5 seconds and breathe out for 10 seconds...i know this will slow ur heartbeat....do the leg shake thing....twitch ur foot...let off the excess energy inside u.....and breathe....u will get thru this...i know u will....when you start to get anxious....just close ur eyes and breathe......hope that helps.....i use it..
take care and stay strong...remember to keep on keeping on...god be with u and all of us,
carrie
Chad.. hun.. you are all over the place. I got anxiety just reading that. Take it easy. One thing at a time. Sounds to me to are doing the best you can and fighting hard.
However, I know a good bit about amino acids and L-tyrosine is not good to take if you are on the verge of anxiety. It can make one quite jittery. The best thing its for is lethargy.
Add Alpha Lipoic Acid to the Milk Thistle, will help the detox process even more. Vitamin C in a buffered Esterfied form in larger doses not only helps detox but can help alot with drug cravings.
XOXO