I'm done!!!

[15mg]

I'm so sorry to my family and friends but I can't take this anymore I'm going to just end this because I can't keep going like this .with draw is to much and staying ****** up is not where I want to be and things are out of control..

[maria920]

I have been thinking about u since I read this post please cone back and say something PLEASE!!!!!

[YesLife4Me]

We have all been where you are at right now.   Like someone once told me, checking out is the easy way out, but hardest on everyone else.   When I heard that I realized it was a pretty selfish act to inflict that kind of pain on those I loved the most.   And having suffered through others doing such a thing, I could imagine how that would hurt my family and friends too.  Even though it seems like they wouldn't miss you, they would be better off without you, etc...those are all lies your depressed brain is telling you!   Whatever you have going on, it is very disturbing to me that you made this post and then disappeared.   I am hoping you made the right choice.  

[eagle101]

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.  I also thought of that after a lifetime of substance abuse, chemotherapy, and divorce. Maybe the only reason that didnt was the effect that my son did have on me. Unrequited love. Couldnt do that to him! And of course the promise of a new day ahead that may have blue sky with sun and perfect temps. But there arent many things that are perfect. So here I sit in Indiana with the thermometer at 9 degress........go figure.. And life is good today. So much better than relying on pills. Life can also be good again for you...............best of luck. Drop me a line if you feel like it.

[Marlatt07]

Don't give up man! I promise you I'm feeling the same way man it ***** soooo bad I'm on day 5 and it's getting better trust me man go to your local doctor and be COMPLETLY honest about everything they will help you just let them!

[sandy535353]

Im praying and hoping your in detox and not what you said you were going to do, GODSPEED xoxo

[killerzoey]

I was so hoping to see an update. I keep thinking about you and hoping you're making a good choice. Like another said, whatever you had to do as far as quitting now or not, we just want to know you're alive.

Hoping you'll check in soon,we care!  Zoey